Yesturday was my third time being in the hospital for suicidal thoughts thankfully i got out today,the first time i ever went to the hospital for that was when i was nine,I could never get along with any kids my age mostly just the teens,that time was when my family walked in on me trying to cut my hand,the second was suicidal thoughts again when i was twelve once again it was the kids and all the teasing,this time it was the same as the first and second but i felt a little better it is hard for me to control my anger and actions,sometimes i do feel like dieing but i cant drive myself to do it.
Amber of the Garagum · Sat Mar 19, 2005 @ 10:21pm · 0 Comments |