I have to get out of here. This place gnaws at me. This year, this school, this culture, this monotony, this ******** life. For so long I just read or turned the volume up higher and higher. High enough to cut off all contact with these ******** surroundings. just read and read and listen and listen. But then the song ends, and here I am, back in this shithole.
Where is the escape? Where can I go from here?
Am I just repeating myself? Didn't I just post this a few days ago? Yes.
Because I can't ******** focus on anything else. Just this ******** monotony. Nothing else.
 sailor Z · Wed Apr 18, 2007 @ 03:25am · 0 Comments |
