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My life has been going downhillall of the things that are in my control are leaving me and I don't have anything
to do about it.My dad completely took my privacy away and won't give it
back. I don't wan't to talk to him anymore.Right now the last words I said
to him was an "I hate you."and I don't know if he took it too well or not.
I do feel bad for it but what else could I say?Definatley not I love you because
I didn't love him very much at the moment when he kept saying no to
something I wan't back and that I will probly never have again. crying I
haven't been feeling so good about myself much anyways either,I hate
faking it all at school to make people think Im okay when Im not,I just
want to be alone about everyday now. I guess its just a feeling of negelction
Im just trying to get by.