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Okay,maybe that "I hate you" meant
more to my dad than I thought.I have to admit..I am really depressed because
of it cause we are arguing and not talking to eachother and Im just having a lot
of troubles with it.This morning we just had this one incident while we were in
the car dropping me off at the bus.
Me: Bye bye Dad Ill see you!
Dad: pf.
Me: Ok fine..bye.
and I just got out,I was really depressed and it was hard not to show it.My dad
did a bunch of things for me and it makes me regret those three words I said
now that I think back.Lifes not going too good with the family now but thats how
I will just have to take it now.My grades are dropping and I feel as if Im doing
worse and worse everyday,It sucks I have to admit but I guess its just the
problems I have to get through.

The worst thing that probably ever happened to me today:

I went downstairs to go practice.And,there was one thing wrong,my guitar
wasnt there,both of my guitars were gone,I didnt know where they were
my dad got upset enough to take them away from me.Bad thing is I have
Auditions to go to on Monday and I guess Im really screwed because hes
not coming back til Sunday and I really need to get done with that solo.
Now I know hes mad.I think this is the first time we ever fought before.

I guess I really hurt his feelings.
And I couldnt feel worse.
Im sorry daddy.