On Friday I told my mom I didn't want to go to another church because I would feel like an idiot walking through another church's door and she blew up on me.
She started saying hurtful things that if I was more into my faith I would be a better person. She also said I was lazy and my brother Kyle was a hard worker and that I should be more like him when he has done a lot of stupid things in the past.
She also said a lot of other things that I don't want to say or care to remember. But when my mom strikes, she strikes deep. Ok, so I've been having trouble with my religion lately, she didn't need to use it against me.
So I started crying and I didn't want to humilate myself with a red puffy crying face.
So I refused to go inside.
She left the car and said that she wouldn't forget this.
I cried for two hours straight while they were in the church.
I sat in a parking lot of a methodist church.
What's even worse is that I had a horrible headache afterward, and my sister told me that my mom had told anyone who asked that I was sitting in the car bawling.
How is that for motherly affection?
That hurt.
 Rebel Stand · Sun Apr 22, 2007 @ 02:02am · 0 Comments |
