A poem about my past (done more in rap)
Listen up fools You think you know everything there is about me Well take a moment and listen to this
Have you ever wonder what it's like To have someone touch you at the age of seven When you don't really know what the hell is going on When that fool of a cus just wanted some action Never have anyone like me thought at that age It was important so away it went into my closet
My brother, a few years older thought he could have fun with me Specially when my parents were gone and we were home alone Always forcing me to be naked And for him to always touch me in places Hiding was my only escape Until he found me
Parents didn't give a rat's a** about me All they did was told my bro to knock it off Time and time again that's all they said How was a little girl at the age of eleven Suppose to trust anyone after that Nowhere to run was where I was
Later on at that same age My cus again came after me Trying to bribe me into him touching me Even when I said no He's still stronger and did it anyway Touching my breast and licking them
My parents just didn't believe me I had to give up on them They didn't care about me then And they still don't
Teachers even thought they could get away with that s**t Touching me when I told them I hated being touched Touching me was a must Poking me as well and winking at me Where was I to run when I didn't have any trust left
Even my x boyfriend thought he could take a plunge with the rest Grabbing my a** when I told him not to Giving me massages when I told him to not do it Saying I was tense But really I was tense about him Later did I find he only wanted me for one thing
Where is this person, this girl Suppose to run to? Her family isn't there Unless you count them seeing the girl as a slave Her friends are her enimies Her teachers like her in the wrong way No more trust lies in that girl With those around her real life
final_wolf · Tue Feb 22, 2005 @ 01:31am · 8 Comments |