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JACKIE WAS HERE 4/12/2K9 BBEH
Wuv joo Souleh Soul :]



I am Nex Ipsum (death itself)

hi to whoever came in my pro u can call me Trinity, Twilight, or Soul i dun care about anything much anymore never really did x.X but if u do come you dont have to read everything if you do and you want more just click in my journal i moved my biggest/weirdest one in there and if you comment i might comment u back....
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there's a song inside of every soul that echoes in us I'm just trying to find the person who's song can ring in my ears the words of acceptance and understanding this is the only song that can fill my lost one
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loneliness isn't a state of mind it isn't a thing or emotion its a realization of who's around you
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There is no meaning to our world.
There is no meaning to those of us living there.
We meaningless beings ponder the world,
Though the realization of meaninglessness
itself means nothing.
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the blood on my hands cannot be washed away i am chosen by destiny to dwell in misery......................
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no hate,no affection nothing...you just happened to be there in my way you're a pebble that happened to fall in the path i walk....
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A VISION

a memory no... it was a place I once knew but it is gone now...
the water has stopped flowing in this world...the wind stopped singing... the trees stopped dancing... the skies stopped praying... the sun stopped glowing the world stopped living..... the world we once knew is gone the one we have now is not worth fighting for.... not worth dying for not worth hoping for so my brethren take up arms the world we have now is not worth our sorrow and our pain weve lost these useless emotions..... sooo show me your power lend me your ears and your...fangs join me and shout your battle cry shout it into the sky! fight for what we have inside fight for purity beneath FIGHT for a world in which we can DIE for!!! that our children can never live in fear for what is to come. so as this world rust as the oceans dry pray, hope, live for a new world and fight for this hope of peace inside the unity of it all FIGHT for this VISION of living in another world FIGHT for the thing we all live for fight for REDEMPTION fight for SOUL REDEMPTION!!!!!!!
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The World As We See It....
people see the world by there emotions on a hypothetical scale a person lives in circles these circles are the emotions they live by, each circle has a specific emotion and comfort level these circles are found in a vast and endless plain "mind" the comfort level of each circle is rated from the highest to lowest sadness being the lowest and happyness being the highest in the comfort level althought each circle is individually unique they are all connected love= happyness or despair sadness= hate or loneliness and so on... but there are a few people who live outside these circles they have no emotion no comfort they percieve the world by what it really is and that is that there is no true happyness and sadness only existence even though it is rare a person can move out of a circle and go into another or lose there emotions completely and leave all the circles do to past events or mental illness or defects like depression( deep deep depression and it ussually has to be at a young age) but as i said earlier it is rare not only because of the events but because they would have to be so tramatic that even someone out side of a circle would have to say there tramtic but still some people think its pretty bad so it creates these people (go near the bottom to find out) . these people are the people who toy with the ones within the circles (or not depending on the person), they are also able to see which circle you are truly living in even if you lie about living in another the only problem is distinguishing the select few for there are a few people act like they have no emotion who act like they do not care ( they may or may not it is still depending on the person it is almost impossible to tell even if you are already living outside a circle), for these people who pretend to live in no circle live in one entirely on its own LUST and GREED. but for every theory about humans there is an exception so it can never be entirely true even this one its just up to the reader to decide if he or she believes it...
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"MEANING OF LIFE".....
Alot of people have argued and pondered about the meaning of life ancient philosophers would sit in gatherings and ponder this. I believe why man is so obsessed with the question what is the meaning of life is because man cannot go without a purpose when a person thinks their living their life with no purpose such as sometimes during wars when enemies were captured and sent to prison they would have the prisoners dig a giant hole with one shovel and a potatoe sack to move the dirt to a certain spot and when they were done they were told to fill back up the hole and dig another one and they would keep doing this months and years at a time the prisoners would stop eating and even kill themselves just to stop. This helps me believe that people need to think that they have a purpose to make themselves feel "useful" but the exact answer for the question "what is the meaning of life" is universal it depends on the person you can ask a scientist the question and he will tell you the answer is to produce and keep the race alive. You ask a preacher he will say its to serve their God and live your life for him and what-not. Even though it seems like a impossible question to answer people will still ask it and try to answer it either so that they can believe that theres a universal tie between everyone that we all share so even if someone does nothing there entire life they hope that this universal meaning would count them to to make them feel like they accomplished something..... or its something like that..... it could be that the answer can solve thousand of more questions like is there a god or is evolution real? But it is inevitable with every different person theres going to be a different answer because they hope that what they think it is is true and that its such a generalized question it is if not one of the most general questions because it doesn't include humans but also involves all living things. Maybe the question it self is but an illusion because to some people they think there is no meaning to life and that what ever happens to you is what you have chosen "usually people who believe this are controlling". Some believe your fate is determined the second you were born or your meaning of life was determined since the beginning of time. Even still that last theory had some grounds to it because how would a person know that w/e they do is already pre-determined there is no possible way to test it. Just think someone standing at a crossroad one way leads left other right now the person thinks that he is been pre-determined to choose the left side so he chooses the right but how would he know that no matter what he did no matter how he tried to trick himself into which side he choose that it wasn't already planned that he would have tried to trick himself into choosing the other path and so that it wasn't already known that he would pick the other one because he believed he was determined to pick the other path? It's an impossible to test theory even if time travel was possible was around because how would you know that it wasn't pre-determined that you would go back in time and make yourself go the other way. Some people believe that it is impossible for humans to even comprehend the meaning of life even if it was real that our brains couldn't process the reality of it all for the answer to the meaning of life cannot be described as nothing but "True Reality". So to this day and from now on the answer to the question just like the whole generalized question itself is nothing but an opinion and an illusion because the question and the answer itself is just to general now to even hold any scientific ground and is nothing but a "poke at the imagination".
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Spiceylikewasabi: winter rose
J da juggalin Juggla: shadow spirit

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RULES OF SOUL LIST:
1. if u give me ur soul or i own it no matter how many accounts u have it follows to every single one of them because there bound bye the same person
2. all trades for ur soul contest ect.. are final unless u want to trade something for ur soul back but i choose and u get the choice to say if its worth it or not
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SOUL LIST
XxDeath_Who_AwaitsxX
hot-head_101
baby_bash113
kurai tenshi dark_angel
tagothness
demon angel
F--CKLikeAStar
punk_bunny77
Mr. Dead Folx JRB
i Le M U F F i Nz
Tragical romance
monkey1998monkey
Crazy_Pyco
Genoxide_JRB




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[Jax's post]
Jax/Jackie was hurr 4/12/2k9 bbeh at likkeeee 3:11 PM (est.)
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What can I say about Soulehhhh hmmmm...
Well for one. I started the whole 'SOULEH SOUL' thing. >:[ That's right hoes, don't claim you started it D< Hmmm he's like 439058430 years old. (You know ghost's live fer likee evah)... [ Irl he's 15 yes youngg :3 ] I've known him fer a longgg time. Well, not that long. o____o
But yea, he's an awesome losahhh<3
Much luv Souleh Soul smile
-Jax




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