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.Useless Info. [Updated Randomly]
//series one - basics
--Name: Tristan Affliction
-- Birth date: September 10th
-- Birthplace: Miami, Florida
-- Current Location: New York
-- Eye Color: Blue/Gray
-- Hair Color: Naturally Dark Brown (Dyed black/blue at the moment.)
-- Righty or Lefty: Ambidextrous. I switch between left & right randomly.
-- Zodiac: Virgo
-- Introvert or extrovert? Depends on my mood.
// series two - describe
-- Your heritage: Cuban [Father], Polish & French Canadian [Mother]
-- The shoes you wore today: Didn't wear any. But the only ones I own is my black high top all stars converse (wow, that was long to type). I need new shoes...they're falling apart. Sooner or later I'm going to have to go the ghetto duct tape route lol. Oh I almost forgot, I also have black steel toe boots.
-- Your hair: Shaggy? A mess? Lol..I cut my own hair. I haven't paid for a haircut in yearsss. For me it's a waste of money if I'm able to do it myself.
-- Your eyes: Blue/Gray. I also have enlarged pupils (I was born with it). Because of my pupils..people assume I'm high 24/7.
-- Your weakness: Those I love.
-- Your fears: Losing those I love.
-- Your perfect pizza: Mushrooms. Pineapple wasn't so bad either. o_O
-- One thing you'd like to achieve:
-Getting more involved in music & the arts as a business, getting a job that I love so much it doesn't feel like working.
-Making a difference in someone's life in a positive way.
-Finding my "Isolde" (A soul mate to love & share the rest of my life with).
// series three - what is
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: "H'omg", "D'oh", "Erhur", "ahah", "o_O", "!@", ";B", "lawl" ..There's a lot of geek-ness going on in my IMs to friends lol.
--Phrases you dislike: "Goodbye//Bye" I refuse to say it to anyone I actually care about. It feels too final to me. Only people I've actually said it to are people I could careless about seeing//speaking to again.
-- Your thoughts first waking up: 'Crap..what time is it?'
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes, hair [I love girls with wavy/curly hair], smile, then the way their clothing brings out their personality, their curves..
-- Your best physical feature: I have no idea. A lot of people comment on my eyes or hair. So I guess those.
-- Your bedtime: Whenever I pass out.
-- Your greatest accomplishment: Overcoming the struggles of my past.
-- Your most missed memory: Family road trips..things were so much more innocent and carefree during those moments.
// series four - you prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: Always Coca Cola. ;}
-- McDonald's or Burger King: I'm not too big on either of them. Worked at BK as one of my first "real jobs". Which sucked for a job..but who couldn't figure that one out? I guess I do like some of BK's food. But I love McDonald's cheese burgers [Only cheese burgers I'll eat..except for White Castle burgers] and fries. But I really don't eat fast food anymore.
-- Single or group dates: Single I guess. Group ones are okay if were going somewhere like a party or just going somewhere to goof off. Maybe a concert. But I'd like to do some of those things just as two also.
-- Adidas or Nike: Neither.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Eh, neither I'm not really big on it. I do have a craving for dark chocolate sometimes but that's very rare. Maybe once every six months. Oh yeah..and I do like Philly vanilla icecream every now and then.
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino IS Coffee..or at least close enough to it. In any case neither.
// Series five - do you
-- Smoke: Unfortunately yes. I'm trying to quit.
-- Cuss: Normally when I'm frustrated or angry. Sometimes when I'm goofing off. As for regular talking I might throw in 'Damn', 'Dammit' or 'Crap' every now and then but I don't really consider those 'cuss' words.
-- Take a shower everyday: No ;x Fear my funk!! aha.
-- Have a crush(es): More then a crush.. .
-- Do you think you've been in love: Yes. It's every emotion wrapped into one times 20.
-- Want to go to college: Someday if I get enough money to do it & get my GED first.
-- Like high school: Hated it cause I was screwed over by the school I went to. Telling me I was in a certain grade then finding out later that yes I did do the grade work but because of a test I was never given I couldn't be considered as 'passing' to that grade. So when I thought I was ahead I was really 2 to 3 years behind. I asked to just take the missed tests and they refused saying that I would have to take the grades all over again even though it was their mistake. :shakes fist: Only good thing about school was the social part, art, & music.
-- Want to get married: If I were in love and felt it was the next step we thought we should take..then yes. I really don't care for the government thing. I'm at the point where I'd consider myself it anyhow with or without the paper, if I'm truly in love with them. But showing it and having it as our day would be nice to look back on. Although, at the moment I 'm single.
-- Believe in yourself: I'm starting to. It's been a long time since I have and it's a good feeling to have. I hope I can continue on this path.
-- Think you're attractive: People tell me I am but it's hard to drill thru that brick wall in your head that you've built up through out the years. I mean I know I'm not hideous lol..but I'm not overjoyed with everything about my appearance either.
-- Get along with your parents: Well, my Father passed away. But when he was here we were really close. As for my Mother we have our ups and downs. But I love her....and I know she feels the same. We're just both too much alike in the stubborn area.
-- Like thunderstorms: Yes. I love rain, thunder, & lightning. Even more so if it's at night.
//series six - in the past month, did/have you
-- Drank alcohol: Yes
-- Smoke(d): Yes
-- Done a drug: Short answer to that is: Yes. Long answer to that is: It was prescribed to me though because of my health issues. But the real question to this is if I've abused drugs. My answer to that is no. I take the allowed dose given to me daily.
-- Have Sex: Nope, unfortunately.
-- Made Out: Same goes for this.
-- Go on a date: And this.
-- Go to the mall: Yes.
-- Been on stage: Nope.
-- Been dumped: Nope.
-- Been in love: I love someone greatly..as for being in love, I'm not sure I'm there yet.
-- Dyed your hair: Yeah, blue/black.
-- Been tattooed: Nope. I want a few though.
-- Stolen anything: Nope.
// series seven - have you ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes.
-- If so, was it mixed company: Yes.
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yes.
-- Been caught "doing something": If "doing something" means sex or masturbating..well, I think I was caught masturbating by my Mother when I was still in school. I realized after I had my door half way opened and she had been walking up and down the hall. She never mentioned it to me..and well why would she? But I'm pretty sure she noticed something. Besides that I seem to be good at catching everyone else. o_O
-- Gotten beaten up: Yeah..
-- Shoplifted: Yes, I used to be really addicted to it when I was in 4th grade up to 6th. Ran with the wrong crowd..got into a gang..which is amusing if you see how I look. And well they got me into it (amongst other things..). Plus I was going through some other s**t. So I dealt with it by stealing stuff..even if I had the cash to pay for it. It was stupid but regardless it's apart of my past.
-- If so, did you get caught: I got caught once out of all the different places I shoplifted but I was let go with a warning and kicked from the store for a month. It was a video store. The managers of the store were friends with my Mother so they had a talk with her and felt bad with all that she was going through with me and other s**t so they let me slide. The only reason I got caught was because my stupid friend pulled me through the scanner before I got all the sensors off.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Except for the gang s**t..no.
// series eight - the future
-- Age you hope to be married: Doesn't matter.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: Eh, I'm not sure about the children part. I'd probably be a horrible father. I get frustrated too easily and the sound of babies crying really disturbs me. As for names..well, I love the name Zoeey.
-- How do you want to die: Eh, I dunno..peacefully? o_O I've had a feeling ever since I was little that I was gonna be killed through being stabbed to death. Comforting isn't it?
-- Where you want to go to college: I have no idea.
-- What country would you most like to visit: Australia.
// series nine - opposite sex
-- Best eye color: Blue or green.
-- Best hair color: Red (dyed..not the natural red that looks orange.)
-- Short or long hair: Depends on the girl and how it looks on them. I have to admit that I'm really not fond of girls that have extremely short hair. Example(s): Buzzcuts // Crewcuts // Or going completely bald. I tend to like girls with at least longer hair than my own.
-- Best height: Doesn't matter. But I guess since I'm short - my height or shorter. I've dated taller but that always seems to look odd.
-- Best first date location: Hell if I know. I guess just somewhere to get to know one another. Something simple. Aren't I such the Don Juan.. .. ;coughs;
-- Best first kiss location: Whenever it happens it happens. It's not something I plan. I mean I wouldn't want it to be at a land fill on the hottest day of the year lol. But if it happened there..then it happens aha.
// series ten - number of
-- Number of girlfriends: Six.
-- Number of boyfriends: Two...or three if you want to consider Jayme haha ;b the rest were just fool arounds.
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: One.
-- Number of CDs that I own: Hell if I know. Just my Smashing Pumpkins and Nirvana cds take up a lot of space.
-- Number of piercing: Six.
-- Number of tattoos: None...although, I want some. I already have some ideas of what I want to get tattooed on me. I'm just in need of finding a good tattoo artist that I trust in not messing it up.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: I want to learn how to live without regrets..so far I've been able to forgive and get passed a lot of things I've done in my past. Hopefully, I'll continue to be as forgiving of myself in my future mistakes as I am learning to be now.
//Series eleven -- the last...
-- Movie you rented? Bob Dylan: I'm Not There. I got it from the library. I'm not sure if that qualifies as a rental since I didn't pay for it..
-- Movie you bought? The Dark Knight
-- Song you listened to: Birth - The Faint
-- Song that was stuck in your head? It Ain't Me Babe - Bob Dylan
-- Song you've downloaded? It's been a while since I've downloaded anything.
-- CD you bought? The Smashing Pumpkins - If All Goes Wrong. Okay so it's not actually a CD it's a DVD but it's a disc that plays music. So it's pretty much the same thing.
-- Book you have bought: A children's book with photos of pumpkins in it lol..yes, my obsession with pumpkins is crazy.
-- Person you were thinking of? Sarah.
//series twelve - misc.
-- You have a b/f or g/f: Neither.
-- You have a crush on someone: Since the moment I met her.
-- You think about suicide: In the past I have. Not recently.
-- You believe in online dating: Only if you actually want to see them and make something out of it. If it's just online messing around every 2 weeks with different people -or- if you plan on remaining 'online'..I think it's foolish.
-- Others find you attractive: Some I guess.
-- You want more piercing: Nah, I'm happy with what I have at the moment.
-- You want more tattoos: First I want 'a' tattoo. I'm sure after my first tattoo I'd want even more. I already have an idea for sleeves which will consist of way more than one tattoo.
-- You drink: Sometimes. Not that often.
-- You do drugs: I take prescribed drugs for my intense stomach, joint, & bone issues//pain.
-- You smoke: Yeah...I'm trying to quit. It's a money waster and cancer provider. I'm gonna try to get on some pills to help me quit..hopefully it'll work in my benefit.
-- You like roller coasters: Some yes. I normally question myself through out the whole process of waiting on line then when I finally get up front and escorted into a cart I become nervous.When the ride starts just before we go over the first 'hill' I freak inside. Then after wards when we come to the end of the ride I realize how much I love it and wanna do it again. [I then repeat the process from the beginning all over again]
-- You write in cursive or print: Print. My cursive looks like s**t.
-- You carry a donor card: Nope...I've ******** up my body enough..I don't think anyone would have any use of me.
//series thirteen - for or against....
-- Long distance relationships: Difficult. But if it matters and you love them then it's well worth the frustration of being apart. When you do actually get the chance to be together, it forces you to never take for granted every minute you get to share with one another. Making the moment(s) into something you'll treasure forever.
-- Using someone: Complete bullshit. People aren't objects.
-- Suicide: I can't hate the person who does it. Apparently something inside them made them think there was no way out other then that. It hurts like hell to have to be the one on the other side attempting to cope with the loss. But I can't call them a p***k for feeling that low to go down that route. I just wish they had another outlet and different answers to their problem.
-- Killing people: It's sick. Sure I wish a few people weren't on this world (& if given the chance to kill him and get away with it I probably would..but he's far from being an 'innocent' and it takes a lot for me to actually go that far to even consider it. If you knew him you'd feel the same). But taking another's life just for the hell of it like you're 'God' is ******** up. And those that do it for sport be it humans or animals deserve to have the s**t beaten out of them..yeah, maybe I'm a hypocrite in a sense..but if they enjoy bringing suffering onto others then they should feel exactly how it is to be on the other side for once. Now, if it were in self defense that would be different. I don't expect someone to just stand still while another is attacking you..that's just moronic. This is always a difficult question to answer without having no background on it. In simple terms..it's wrong. In more complicated situations it could be valid depending on the circumstances surrounding it.
-- Teenage smoking: To each their own but I think it's foolish. You'll only end up wishing you could quit later. I speak from my own experience with having started smoking in my teens.
-- Doing drugs: Same as above. Everyone's going to experiment with drugs at least once in their life (or at least most will as a teenager.) I don't find anything wrong with it if you're just using it every now and then as long as you're aware of what you're taking. Example: Drug name, dose, side effects, and most importantly having the knowledge to know exactly what -not- to mix it with. If you're allowing it to take over your life then that's when you need to seek serious help in controlling your addiction. If you're going to mess with drugs make sure you're doing them and they aren't -doing/controlling- you. I recommend never touching them to begin with. Saves a lot of moments you might regret later on.
-- Premarital sex: To each their own. But normally with doing that you wish you had waited. 9 out of 10 you lose it to someone you regret ever having sex with. But I see that more for people who are a lot younger. If you're older and you're in a serious relationship..it's sort of difficult not to become sexual with one another. The only thing that bothers me is children (young teens) having sex without even thinking of the consequences that might come along. I mean come on if you're going to have sex be smart enough to use protection & birth control. Besides just pregnancy there's a ton of STDs out there just waiting to be spread. If you're not mature enough to deal with what might happen then you're best off masturbating in the corner of your room. ;B
-- Driving drunk: Complete bullshit. People like that piss me off. No ******** respect for others. If you're going to get wasted then ******** bring someone with you who'll be sober or get a taxi. Don't go putting innocent people into your game of 'chance'. It's not 'cool' or 'daring' it's just ******** stupid and beyond self centered//selfish. How would you like to be hit by someone else and find out the only reason why your life was taken or that you can't walk anymore is because the other person behind the wheel had too much to drink and they thought it was all for a good time? If you're one of those people then grow up jackass.
-- Gay/lesbian relationships: Again..to each their own. I respect those who have respect for themselves. What I don't like is people who do it for trend. Who do it and then make a show of it. If you're gay/bi/straight...whatever..its your business. But making a parade out of it..is stupidity. No one ******** cares who you've been dry humping in the back of a van.
//Series fourteen - favorite...
-- Soap operas?: None.
-- Food: Chinese, Spanish - my Mother's home cooking.:heart;
-- Song: Too many to list. But I have to say that To Have And To Hold - Deftones (Depeche Mode Cover) has always been one of my favorites.
-- Thing to do: Playing/listening to music, drawing, writing, goofing off with friends.
-- Thing to talk about: Anything that catches my interest.
-- Sport: Too many. Mainly playing them not watching them.
-- Drink: Coca Cola, Fruit Punch Soda, Hi C, Gatorade, water [I'm so plain], Koolade, Snapple, V8, Tang. dur..I can't think of anything else.
-- Clothes: Jack Daniels Shirt, Nirvana 'Vestibule' shirt. Smashing Pumpkins 'Zero' shirt. My beat up jeans...mainly clothing I've had for a long time.
-- Favorite shoes: I only have one pair...black Converse. Er, wait..I have black steel toe boots too. So I guess those.
-- Movie: Braveheart, Girl Interupted, Four Rooms, Basketball Diaries, Gia, The Shawshank Redemption, The Dark Knight, Butterfly Effect, Wanted...Uhm I'm sure I'm leaving out some. Go to my Myspace page if you want to know more. Myspace.com/An_Addicts_Empathy
-- Band: The Smashing Pumpkins, Nirvana, Placebo, The Doors, Mindless Self Indulgence, H.I.M., He Is Legend, Silverchair, Rasputina..and a ton more.
-- Holiday: None really. If I had to pick I guess New Years & Thanksgiving..but only for the part of looking back on the things you're grateful for...not for why the holiday exists because I think it's kind of sick how the pilgrims seemed to play it out. The Indians were really screwed over and continued to be by the 'white man'.
-- Cars: VW van/bus....you know..the old hippie van heart
//series Fifteen - what are you right now....
-- Shampoo do you use: Hell if I know. I think it's "Suave for men" or some something.
-- Perfume do you use: I have a few different colognes...I can't think of the names now though. I don't wear them all the time either.
-- Shoes do you wear: Again..I only have one pair. And a pair of boots but I've seemed to have lost those someplace.
//series sixteen - in the past 24 hours have you
-- had a serious talk: Yes.
-- hugged someone: Yes.
-- fought with a friend: Nah, we get along really well. It's very rare that we ever fight and if we do it's solved pretty quickly. None of my friends or I like having issues that linger.
-- cried: Nope.
-- laughed: Yeah. I laugh a lot actually.
-- made someone laugh: Of course! ;]
-- bought something: Yes..
-- cut your hair: Nope...but I'm considering on cutting it after this survey.
-- felt stupid: Nah, I just feel sick. ;| Which sucks. Hopefully I'll feel better soon since I took my pain medication.
-- talked to someone you love: Yup. I talk to someone I love everyday.
-- missed someone: My father.
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Korora the Little Blue Penguin Plush
OMFG
Silver Promise Ring
Sno Yeti Pillow Plush 
Pink Daffodil - Red Bouquet with Green Ribbon
OMG Box (Oh My Gift Box)
Heart shaped box of sweets
Jack's Disgust
Dark Halo
Ancient Katana (To go towards my Jacked-up Pants Quest)
Lucky Star
