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is love the feeling you get when you hang with someone
and even when there not around every thing seems to remind you of them?
or when you know that you will miss them every second there away?
how about when you are willing to do anything for them?
or if you hang out with them even if what they are doing is so boring?
is it a feeling that even in a room full of people it feels like he's the only one there?

well I think I am in love with my friend
sadly...I am pretty sure he doesn't feel anything close to that...
I dont think he even likes me that way....but I dont know
it seems like it but....he wont tell me


I hang out with him and I feel many emotions
also I find it hard to be sad or angry around him because he always makes me laugh no matter what

when we hang out we always have something to talk about...but we aren't really serious
we never talk serious except when i'm crying or he's mad at his parents

we play around like I joke and say that he is my "girlfriend" lol
and he likes to play "footsies" just to make my friend jelous.....but I think thats the only reason...


and I used to only think of him as a friend
but latly I have had stroger feelings
but I dont want to mess up are friendship....

so am I in love or just losing my mind?