I guess I knew it would turn out this way....it is what I thought might happen...but it looks like its time for me to wither away....I have nothing more to lose and nothing to gain. I knew I'd eventually be alone and its given me more time to think. I'm more at peace now...though I am sad.....not quite sure how to react to the problem at hand....But I guess I'm going to be alone anyways. I'm used to being alone anyways so it doesn't bother me. The only thing that does bother me is that other thing......but im sure for the people that know me in the real world.....ask one of your friends or ask her yourself....
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