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If you don't already know... I love to joke around. And the
people I joke around with are usually the people I consider to
be my closest friends. They're the ones who I feel the most
comfortable with, so I figured that I can act a bit more
eccentric around them. Having said this, if I say or do
something that isn't to your liking, you have to tell me, straight
up... and seriously... or I will just think that you're joking
too. Either that, or simply going with the flow. 'Seriously' does
not mean, "I AM NOT!" or "CHANGE IT NOW!", or even "STOP
IT!" When I say seriously, I mean more along the lines of,
"Velvet [or whatever it is you call me], I really want you to stop"...
Or "Can you stop? I mean it." I'll stop and apologize right away.
I have trouble relating to people enough as it is... especially
when it comes to emotions and the like. No matter how hard I try,
I find it difficult to figure out how a person is actually feeling...
so unless you tell me directly, I most likely won't know. Likewise,
if I'm upset, you probably won't know unless I actually decide
to show it. To be quite frank, I'm sick and tired of being betrayed
for the stupidest reasons. Yes, it's happened before, and yes,
more than once. I have trouble opening up to people, despite
the level of friendliness I display, and in actuality, I choose to
only trust a very select few. Don't think you can betray my trust,
and ask for forgiveness a few days later... because chances
are I won't forgive you. =w= I really don't need the extra drama.
Goodluck trying~ I hope you fracture your spine and burst an
artery in the process. ^_^ I'll probably be holding a grudge for a
long, long time. Also, please don't ask for any donations. I'll
donate if I feel like it, but I'm tired of unappreciative people.
I've given away practically all my gold, and hardly ever did I
receive even the simplest thank you. So, no more donations
from me; for now, at least. =n=
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