I will add more later I guess. Trying to take back the words I spoke Hoping that I don't provoke the end of our friendship I hold so close something that will hurt us both.
I made a mistake I know that now wondering how our lives have drifted so far apart we have lifted above eachother forever more
But how I will always adore who you were to me but now I have to let you be you had to set me free.
Lost in the crowd, always in the background never speaking up, but always around.
You call me names but I am just shy living my life trying to get by.
Behind the smiles there are tears and that is because of my fears of living my life staying the same but I only have myself to blame.
So I sit here now telling my tail thinking of how my life will fail.
I ask you now before I let you be what will become of me?
Love, something said to take over the heart. Two people connected with a bond that never parts. Mind filled with thoughts of love, thinking its a gift from above. Hearts can not be controlled, acting as if your so bold. Hold them close you never know, how the winds of fate will blow. Taking the ones you love away, always remembering the day, you lost them thinking someone will pay.
Not done with it yet haha
Be graceful as a butterfly, as you look up at the sky. Afraid of the dark, but ready to embark. On what only the few find so new. Without fear I wish you were here.
I don't take risks because I am afraid to fall flat on my face. I am scared to share my feelings because I know you don't feel the same. I don't like to try so hard to impress you but I can't help it. Sorry I am not perfect. I am just me.
secret reality · Tue Mar 29, 2011 @ 08:34pm · 0 Comments |