There honeslty aren't words to describe how I'm feeling right now. I'm cold and achy physically, but mentally, I'm terribly sad. And I'm really not sure why. It feels like I'm suffering, and I have to say that it's the worst pain that I have ever felt. The internal torment affects me more than the physical pain. Am I depressed? Have I finally slipped that low?

I really don't have the answers...I'm afraid of being alone all the time, and it's been happening more and more recently. And what's worse, I'm not sure who to really talk to. None of my friends will listen, my mom is never around, and my dad is too busy.

It feels like I just don't belong. And it really hurts.

Normally...I'm not one to complain either.