Everybody that reads my journal knows how I feel about Kayla. You may not know how badly the long distance actually hurt. Because of that I chose to end the relationship. Being the selfish b***h I am, I broke up with her two days before our sixth month anniversary. I broke her heart and mine. It sucked. Badly. I don't know what to do now. I can't stop thinking of her. I love her so much, but now we're just friends. When we were dating we would always say we loved each other. Now that we're broken up, we still do. We went from: "I love you! I'm so glad we're together!" To: "I still love you, I miss you a lot." We both agreed that someday it would be a good idea to pick up where we left off, but I don't know if that should be sooner or later, when we can see each other more often. What do you guys think of all this?