Hello there... My name is
♥ Yorudan Banpou ♥
♪♫ Why were we given life? What were we born to do? ♫♪
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How old I am? Please, I am • sixteen •
Why do you need to know that, isn't it obvious? Fine fine, my eyes are { Amber } and my hair is { Red tips that bleed into silver } and how about my skin tone too? { golden brown }
Okay this is getting a little overboard... do I really have to? ˚˚ 5'5 and 129 lbs. ˚˚
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Wana know a little about me ?? Well I am ... pretty artistic. I like drawing, painting, and music. I've played the viola for years and have acted a few times. But I'm not a fan of dancing. I think the main reason most of my hobbies are usually solo acts is because Im never really in the mood to do anything with anyone. And if I did make plans, no one should be suprised if I forget them. I dont have the best memory. I have been called lazy. It is very true. And I have a bit of a temper, so I've been told. I also have self judgement issues. People say I underestimate myself but I think they overestimate me. Im not as capible as people think I am, and I show no signs of changing.
Now about my past, What to say, what to say. I use to be more social. Not to say Im antisocial now, Im just more of a loner at times.
I didnt like the kids where I come from. They were all the one thing I hate. Judgemental. They always falsely accused everyone of anything. And it was almost never true. So, I stayed with my brother. People say I take after him alot. At least, half of me does. Training, drawing, playing instruments. Thats all Shale. So I was pretty happy.
Then the kids started talking about me. What i did, I had no idea. Even the adults accused me of things no sane human would do. The very though of them sickened me. But, this many people couldnt possibly be making this stuff up. Even my brother admited to me doing it. But he still protected me. He said it wasnt "me" doing these things. He said it was the "other me". I had no idea what he meant. He said it was like having multiple personalities, only in a more extreame case.
They tried to get rid of me. Excorsism, assasinations. And I had done nothing wrong. I believed that until I started hearing voices in my head. And having dreams of a girl who looked just like me, and did things that made me sick. Then I understood. It must have been her doing these things. She remembered things i couldnt. But I couldnt find I way to talk to her outside of my head. It drove me crazy. I hoped she was real, and I wasnt just insane. But I had to get use to it. I had to keep calm and act normal for my brother who was trying so hard to prove me innocent. It was his idea to send me away for a while. I thought it was a good idea until he said he wasnt coming. Even at my current age I feel lost without my brother. Maybe I had become too dependent on him, I dont know. But he did it, so it must have been for the best.
I began to get use to it. The insane acts being commited in my dreams. The draining of blood, the breaking of bones. The torture of humans. But not really, just figments of my imagination. The more I accepted it, the less the crimes appeared. Soon, they stopped for good, and I was begining to thing that after this long, me and her werent that differant anymore. I've been researching something like this. Maybe it was a birth defect. A DNA malformation. But I could only pray such. If I was such a terrible person, why was I born like this? Only God could answer that for me. And I believe in him enough that this happened for a reason. So I deal with it. And I try to hide the insanity in my head. And my art.
Well forget that, now I just love ♥ Art
♥ Cobalt Blue Tarantulas
♥ Cookie dough
And EW I can't stand x Unfair Judgement
x Pink
x History
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Now now, how about a little highschool cheezy love? I heard from someone that a red head with the coolest eyes *Gaara* likes me! but Shhh!! I kinda feel the same!
What Class I am in this year, well I am entering my first year and I am in grade 11
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Anything Else? Well... I like tarantulas. Especially Cobalt blue ones. Theyre very aggressive. I like that. Although i dont like regular spiders as much.
Don't tell me! I am SO not being manipulated by ll District_890 ll
