I'm...really hurt. I don't know what else to say. I'm so confused. Why does love hurt so much?!?! gonk Damn it...damn it all...I don't know what to do...

Well, that was me complaining for a little bit. I'm still hurt, but I'll get over it right? I mean, actually, I'd rather not talk about it - the details, i mean - but I have to say SOMETHING.

I think what hurts the most is that he doesn't notice. I don't know if he's cheating, because technically we were going out, or if he just called it off without me knowing...like, maybe he DID like me but not anymore, as opposed to just getting with me for the heck of it or something. I really don't know. I wish I did, because it would make my decision so much easier.

I haven't said anything to him about it. I want to. But I'm afraid to. I don't want him to repeat those words that I keep repeating to myself in my head. That hurts enough.

Sometimes I feel like I'm nothing, but I know that's not true. I'm here, aren't I? That's gotta make me something...

DoMiKaT