Yeah..
( Skip the italics if you don't want to read random ranting! )
Life, don't you just...
[******** LOATHE IT?
Keh. It's moments like these that put my mind on the spot: Death.
Although, my athiestism is probably the only thing that keeps me going through the day.
Let's face it.
Everyone wants to die.
Deep down.
But why don't we off ourselves?
Because we will never know the answers to these questions without offing ourselves:
Does death hurt?
How is death?
What happens after death?
Is there an after life?
Is there a good?
Is it all black?
Is it over forever?
What happens next?
Etc.
Well.
I didn't post this journal to rant about death, just, the subject of life was on my mind!
Anyway, life has been good for me. So and so.
I've been watching this movie, over and over... A girl I had a 'school-yard' crush on showed it to me.
It's known as 五センチメートル第二 ( 5 Centimeters a second. )
This movie made me think. It made me ponder upon my thoughts.. I asked myself if I was dreaming, why you ask? Beacuse it felt like there was an entire movie about me and one ex-girlfriend that had gone out with me for two years.
I'm not going to get into details as I'd probably stop writing this entire entry.
On a much brighter note..
I got the new PSP GO in the mail today. ( I ordered it a month ago but it went out of stock so they sent me a complimentary traveler's pack some omni cleans. )
I have quite a few games for it, I've always been a PSP fan. So say.. A Sony fan!
<333 Sony is love.
Some of my favourite games for the PSP:
Daxter
Rachet and Clank: Size Matters
Need For Speed Carbon
Need for Speed Underground Rivals
Grand Turismo
Burnout Legends
Burnout Domination
Socom fireteam bravo 2
The list goes on.
I have the PSP 1000, 2000, 3000, and now the PSP Go.
I'll sell 1000-3000 when the time is right. :]
Oh, and I won an iPod touch! :] ( I already had one so I sold it. )
Things have been alright, entertainment wise. I mainly just hide all the feelings and get my mind off things with games. I'm a huger gamer, and coder!
I'm not a big gaia fan anymore, though. I come on for at least an hour a day now..
This place just reminds me of good friends I've lost. It's not hard to make friends, it's just hard to find friends you connect with.
I've lost a majority of my friends to.. Drugs. In the past.
And if you're a friend that's about to delete me because of my past, well..
Good riddance I guess.
The past is the past.
Hm.
I had some interesting things to talk about, but at the moment I lost my train of thought. I'll most likely be updating my profile soon...
-Damian.
 D-a-m-iii · Fri Oct 30, 2009 @ 04:41am · 0 Comments |
