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I should rant on here more. I have a lot to rant about... like pets, and my lack of pets, and my mom, and school, and homework. Which I did none of. I have a TON of HW that I promised :devSoRaGaArA353: I would do, and yet I havent even touched it! I didnt go to Kavene's party either.... I feel bad about missing it, but I know I wouldve been miserable because Im still sickie... So what <i>did</i> I do today? Played with my cat, fought with my mom, cleaned my room, did my laundry, and made fudge. Oh, and my cat got a piece of cat fluff stuck between my computer screen and the LCD display... it better come out! But Im pretty sure this has happened to me before... Oh well. Haha, look at me being a rebel and not using paragraph breaks! Man, Im such a loser. Oh yeah, I could rant about that too. And that b***h in my biology class. Jordan. I want to stab her in the forehead repeatedly. :fork: Just like that. I also want to dye my hair silver. That might be possible. Ill ask again in a couple of days.
Okay, no. I am going to rant about my mom. Since she just burst in here getting all pissed at me for posthing things on Facebook. It was a COMMENT about her being stupid and she barges in my room and is all like "Why dont you ever post about the <i>FUN</i> things, huh?? You know what? We're going to limit the amount of time you spend on the computer!!" Then she storms out. Hey, here's an idea. If you dont want mean stuff posted about you on Facebook STOP BEING MEAN!!!! She's always such a b***h this is the only place I can go where I can actually rant and not risk her seeing it. Normally I only have to have one-to-no conversations with her a day because my dad is there so she goes out with friends everynight but my dad's been on business (He just got back like an hour ago) so I've been stuck with her and every hour she's yelling at me for SOMETHING.
Today, I was eating lunch and she picks up some drawings off the table that I had taken home to scan, but our scanner doesnt work right and she thought she could get it to work. This is the same woman who takes forever just Google searching one ******** word because she cant figure it out. So she scans it and it doesnt work right and we try a couple more times and it doesnt work right and I told her already that it wont work and that we didnt need to do this but did she listen? NO. SHE NEVER LISTENS TO ME!!! SO then she tried to find the CD that came with the printer so she could figure out how to use it. Can she find it? No. So this is what happens:
Mom:*tearing apart desk* WHERE IS IT??? IT WAS <B>RIGHT HERE</B>!!! HAVE YOU SEEN IT?? I JUST SAW IT!! WHO MOVED IT?!?
Me:*sitting on couch with laptop* I dont know Mom. I havent seen it. Maybe it's by Daddy's stuff.
Mom: No! It's not! Why would it be??
Me: Because he has a printer too.
Mom: Well he GAVE it to me!! So WHERE IS IT??
Me: I dont know! How would I know?!
Mom:WELL YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO USES THIS COMPUTER!!
Me: *thinking: <i>No, b***h. YOU'RE the only one who uses that computer. I have a laptop and that thing takes 15 minutes to pull up the internet. I havent used that stupid thing in MONTHS and I dont know where your retarded CD is!!</i>* I havent used that computer in MONTHS!!
Mom: Well where is it??
Me:I DONT HAVE IT!!
Mom:Well who else would've taken it?!!?!
Me: I DONT KNOW!!
Mom: WELL I-!!! No, you know what? You know what? I dont care. I dont care I dont care I dont care.
Me: *thinking: <i>THEN WHY DID YOU START THIS?!?!?!?!?!?!?</i>* *About to kill someone*
Mom: *storming off* GET OFF THAT COMPUTER RIGHT NOW!! GO-... DO YOUR LAUNDRY!!!
Me: *thinking: <i>What the hell??? Now she's just going to punish me for doing nothing?!!? I HATE THIS!!!!</i>
THIS IS WHY I HATE MY MOTHER!!!!!! AUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank gosh my dad is back so she'll leave me alone now. But you what REALLY sucks? My dad's job means he's traveling at least once a month. Usually on school days my mom wont get home till like 8ish so I dont really have to talk to her, but since he was gone over the weekend, this happened. I hate my mom. She wont let me get the pet rats Ive been dying for for four years, and she's probably not going to let me dye my hair, either. Which is REALLY unfair!! I get ******** straight A's, have no referals, Im not in any sort of law trouble and I WANT to get a job (but she wont let me do THAT either!!) and yet Im not allowed to DYE MY OWN HAIR?!?!?! WTF?!?!
And that is why Im going to kill somebody. Because I'm sick of being disrespected. And now my mom is "limiting my computer time" which (if she remembers, hopefully she wont) means I will get about 2 hours on the computer each day, and that includes all my homwork time. Im am seriously considering breaking her nose and running away. Like SERIOUSLY considering it. She never respects me, why should I respect her?
And now I'm being forced to get off. I should be back on again in an hour or so. Im not letting her take my computer away this early. The only good things about my life are online. The real me is online. Not this dorky passive-agressive spinless little whimp. ME. A good life is in the internet. A life where my mother died a horrible death and Im always surrounded by friends. Nobody is taking that away from me.
 KhanaHatake1 · Sun Oct 03, 2010 @ 12:52am · 0 Comments |
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