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I have...: (x)=yes ( )=no
(x) smoked a cigarrette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) crashed a friends car
(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) had sex
(x) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parents house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) ridden in the back of a squad car
(x) been inside a police station
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
( ) seen someone die
(x) had a crush on one of your best friends
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
( ) been on a plane
(x) seen the Rocky Horror picture show
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from the internet
(x) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) loved someone and I miss that person right now
(x) lain on my back and watched the clouds go by
(x) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sunset
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
( ) petted a reindeer
(x) won a contest
(x) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) hated the way I look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned my heart
( ) been obssesed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the oppostie side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins.
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldnt
(x) made prank calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) watched the sunrise
(x) watched the sun rise with someone I care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach.
( ) crashed a party
(x) had a wish come true
( ) worn pearls.
(x) screamed in public to embarrass your parents/someone you were with
(x) ate dog/ cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
( ) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
( ) a little black dress
(x) had a dream you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the oppostie sex's clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
( ) been with a cheerleader
(x) forgotten someones name
(x) slept naked
( ) grown a beard
 Lazarus Aldarin · Sat Nov 26, 2005 @ 02:17am · 0 Comments |
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Response to Vegillas journal entry, cuz gaia is a douche. |
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As of yesterday, I am employed! W00t for me, I'll be actually making money for once and be able to buy s**t that I have wanted for a while. A few of them being an MP3 player, new computer, cable modem, car and a few new video games. I start tomorrow at noon and it's gonna be awesome.
Lazarus Aldarin · Wed May 11, 2005 @ 12:52am · 0 Comments |
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Been a really long time since I last updated my journal and I honestly don't remember most of what happened. So, I shall just write what I do remember. Well, first off, I've been seeing a therapist in school. Her name is Maegan Schenker and she's trying to help me find the guy who molested me when I was younger. She said that it hasn't been too long since it happened so that there's still a fairly large chance that we could prove what he did and have something done to him. I honestly want to kill him, but I don't want to go to jail. She's also helped me a lot in just having someone to talk to about things while I'm in school, though no one will be able to help me as much as Sally has. Just talking to her makes me feel 300% better, no matter what has happened to me. And it looks as if this month may be when we meet. So far her mom says that it's fine for me to come and visit, I'm just hoping that she doesn't change her mind. I really want to prove to her that I sincerely love Sally more than anything in existence and that I would do anything for her, anything she asked me to. There is no possible way I would ever do anything to hurt her. I've been looking forward to meeting her for so long that it's almost killing me that it's been this long. I want to be able to tell her in person how much I love her and hold her in my arms, even for just a little while. I know that, without a doubt, Sally is who I'm meant to be with in life. I would give anything to be with her.
Kinda got carried away there, hehe. But aside from that I'm happy that I've been doing better in school. I have a 98 in english, a 93 in Math, an 81 in history and a 70 in chemistry but only because I handed in some of the homeworks late. Overall thought it's a lot better than I've done in a few years. I talked with my guidance counselor today and we set up all the classes I'm going to have next year, but I'll still have to stay an extra year to do English 12. I don't really mind because a lot of my friends are in lower grades than I am so it won't be so bad. Really the only other new thing that has happened is that I'm going for a job interview on Thursday for a country store near her. I went out to buy good clothes for the interview yesterday and Chris and I ended up buying Darth Vader helmets which are awesome and have made me decided to be Darth Vader for halloween next year. And to close up....my birthday is next month, WOOOOOO!
Lazarus Aldarin · Wed May 11, 2005 @ 12:49am · 0 Comments |
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Nothing happening lately. Well, a few things did. I found out that my friend James' sister apparently likes me which kinda scares me, especially since she tried to kiss me. Also a friend of hers likes me as well, damned people and their craziness. gonk As we all know, I love Sally more than anything in the world. Aside from that, Mercenaries is one of the greatest games known to man. Sooooo many explosions. And there has been a unanimous decision between Justin, Chris, Robin and I that Iliana is a sucubus. But my theory is that she and Levi won't be together much longer, even if it lasts the rest of the schoolyear when she goes to college it'll end. Hmm...I also made a GGN guild...mostly just because I could and I still can't think of a name. Sally is in Canada until friday and I really need to talk to my dad to see when he can drive me to finally meet her. That's all that's really happened that I can remember right now.
Lazarus Aldarin · Mon Mar 21, 2005 @ 05:09pm · 0 Comments |
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I had gotten my permit a few weeks ago, but hadn't done any driving until today. I also got my actual permit which I look like crap in gonk But anyway, Chris' sister had ballet practice today, so while she was there her mom let me drive around the area until it was over so I could get used to the jeep and be able to drive into kingston.I drove for about a half an hour before her class was over, then I got to drive to Kingston. Driving on the highway wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, it was actually a lot better than driving on the backroads in West Hurley like I had been. Overall I did pretty good, I just have to work on remembering to turn on my flashers and not pulling out of places too fast.
I'm really excited because Sally and I should be meeting for the first time this weekend. I'm going to thank her sister at least a million times. I just have to talk to Sally when she gets back from Florida to see if it would be ok for her to come to my dads house instead of Chris' seeing as how no one is goning to be home here and Chris' mom said I couldn't have anyone here whil she's gone. Hopefully it'll be ok and we can do stuff up in Albany.
I guess that's all for now, seeing as those are the only new things that I can remember at the moment.
Lazarus Aldarin · Sun Feb 27, 2005 @ 12:55am · 0 Comments |
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Valentines Day was great, simply because I knew there was someone in the world who cared about me just as much as I care about them. I just wish I could have been with her in person, but I know there will be many more holidays where we'll be together in the future. And I got my present from her today, a sign biggrin I love it, she looks so great in it. She's so beautiful and I tell her every chance I get. I'm so lucky to have a girl like her, I can't wait until we can finally be together...and now I'm going to stop rambling about her. Aside from that not much has happened. Tomorrow I'm going to newspaper at school to see if they need anyone for anything, if so I can get an extra credit in school. Also today my cousin who I haven't seen in almost a year and half called me and we talked a while. He's gonna be at a dance at my school and wants me to come so we can hang out. I really don't do anything anymore so I figured it would be cool to hang out with him so I'm gonna go. I might end up hanging out with him for the weekend as well, but I'm not sure. I guess I'll find out.
Lazarus Aldarin · Thu Feb 17, 2005 @ 04:54am · 0 Comments |
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Nothing much happening lately. I've pulled up most of my grades, except for spanish, and I don't care about that class. All I have to do is pass the proficiency and I can drop it. I'm pissed because my hack was stolen the other day, and it was so kick a**, it was two different greens, with a white stripe down the center. I know who stole it but I'm far too lazy to try and get it back, so I'll probably just buy a new one. Anyways...I got my permit on Wednesday, but I've only driven for about a total of five minutes. I still have to wait for the actual permit to come in the mail, all I have now is a ghetto piece of paper. I want the actual thing soon, they're so fun to play with. I just wish I had gotten it back in the summer, I would have my junior liscence by now if I had, but my dad was busy all the time. And speaking of parents, I just found out that Sallys parents like me apparently. She told them about me and they think I'm a good kid, which makes me relaxed. I was afraid they were gonna hate me or something, and that wouldn't be good at all. I guess that's all that's really happened lately, aside from me buying a couple of wristbands, one with Yoda on it that says "Use the Force" and another that has the Autobots symbol.
Lazarus Aldarin · Sat Feb 12, 2005 @ 03:17am · 0 Comments |
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