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Why is it we thrive on Chaos? Why is it, that we are lusted by the rush of temptation? Why do we always take the wrong pathways, knowing the consequences? Why do we as humans spend our entire lives searching for the ultimate happiness, but throw ourselves in to hell in the process? What kind of twisted perceptions do we truly have? Do we lie to ourselves? Are we all doomed to rot in the tantric pulses of pure evil? Of course, when we truly dwell on it, our lives truly are balanced. For every good, blissful, pleasurable moment, a demon awaits the moment to strike. Heaven and Hell are truly the subconscious battles we have with our ego. Not something out of the body, not a manifestation of religion, but an internal struggle we have every single day.

Am I awake? I can hear the requiem, but yet, there is no sound. A choice can effect a person on many deep levels. Have I made the right one? Or am I doomed to be swallowed by the shadows. Ever impenetrable by light... The demons will swallow my soul.