when i read people's update on there status i'm like will s**t everyone is growing up, weddings, permits, licencse, jobs, childrens, prepration for whatever there ready for...my god...were am i at?, sleeping like a log or walking around like a depressed zombie...i'm so far behind from growing up but i don't like to grow up...everyone's changing and i'm crying inside because...will many things, its just stress i guess