Internet dating.
Of course I do it. I mean, if you’re long enough on the computer, having nothing to do, because your parents are busy, you have no transportation and the area is so freaking far away, I mean, what else are you supposed to do? So I have this boyfriend. I get notifications saying “It’s a waste of your time!” or “He’s ugly! You can do better!” or ” I bet he’s shorter than you!” but I mean, I don’t love him because he’s amazingly handsome in my eyes, it’s because I love him that makes him so handsome.
I always do cover ups when I tell my friends I barely know and say he’s my elementary school friend, they say “how sweet, childhood lovers,” and you know, it’s sort of true. Everyone can do something, find love, in their own way, and if adults do it, children should do it too, or teenagers like me. Love is about the other person that completes you, right for you, even when you were born. So I had this sort of belief that it was like that, like “soul-mates,”
You may think it’s stupid that I want to believe he’s right for me just because a couple of months or more, but I mean, don’t we all want to believe? Don’t we all want to believe that someone out there, someone like you, someone like me, has someone out there that is theirs, and theirs alone. Like that person is right for you, And out of billions and billions of people, you’ve found them. You chose him, they chose you. It’s not foolish, just to hope, believe and dream, so when you reach the sky, you can laugh, not just breathe, and say with confidence, love, and joy, that you have what you need, and so much more.
(Old, and in the past. No, the insults are not to my love, it's just in general. I don't lie about childhood lovers anymore. <3 This is just sort of in general. Not detailed fully, but yeah. (: )
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