Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Your browser has JavaScript disabled. Enable JavaScript on your browser for most GaiaOnline features to work correctly.

View User's Journal

Subscribe to this Journal

	the diary of darkness and despair i hate everything, so leave me the ****** alone unless you have something worth while to hear you stupid-a ********.

	...
	...


i spent all my money today...on marilyn manson CD's.... okame · Thu Nov 11, 2004 @ 10:50pm · 0 Comments

	the grudge
	the grudge


today i took the SHSAT. i think i caught a cold when i took it because i had to wait outside an hour before the test in cold weather. after i had the test i saw "the grudge" that movie rocks! its so freaky in the coolest ways. i had a call from my father yesterday. my parents are divorced and i live with my father. my father is a alchoholic and he is rude. i despise him and he is trying to make peace with me. but i had rather never speak with him again unless it is about him paying child support. okame · Sun Oct 24, 2004 @ 11:08pm · 1 Comments

	stupid retarded-fat-a ******!
	stupid retarded-fat-a ******!


i am the top in my class. i am the smartest in my grade. in all my classes i do perfect work. but just because of the way i dress, just because i wear black nailpolish,black eyeliner,blood red eyeshadow,blood red lipstick,black lip liner, fishnet gloves, spike chokers have my hair tied in a spike bun i am automatically thought to be a bad kid. i take pride in my academic work, but noooo says the teacher according to my grade in spanish (spanish teacher is a racist,sexist b*h who cares who judges people by the way they dress). i ended up getting a progress report in spanish saying i am at risk of failing spanish this quarter. the teacher wrote "she must do ALL homework and all classwork" i have done every homework i have been assigned and every bit of class work to perfection and even done countles amounts of extra credit work and she says i do not do my work!!! i would understand if it was my test that she gave me a progress report for but she said nothing of my test (which on the first test i had gotten a 98% but on my most recent test i had gotten a 48% sweatdrop ). if she pointed out it was my test score that had gotten me the progress report, but she had not mentioned it. the SHSAT is this coming sunday (the 24th)!!! i have been studying till my eyes bleed (literally, i got a paper cut on my upper eyelid which bled pretty bad, dont ask). my mother has been paying about 2700 dollars for me to go to one of the best prep schools in my area. i kinda hate it though, people always stare and point at me and whisper "omg, shes goth!," "she is so creepy" and st like that. well all i can say is a majority of the populations are stupid-a **** who should learn to mind there own business and leave people who are different alone for at least trying to be original. i really want to et into bronx highschool of science. it is the so-called "harvard of highschools" but i have a slim chance. sometime soon i plan on haveing my ears pierced again. i already have 3 ear piercings (one on cartilage) i plan on having a total of 9 or more ear piercings and eventually i want to have my tongue pierced. and when i get a bit older i want to get a few tatoos. i want to start a band. i sing the best in my school and the end of this month i will be getting guitar lessons. i want to have a band and be the lead singer of it. but i want therest of the band to be guys because girls bands suck a. i have been saving my money (im normally broke or spend my money very fast, i dont have a job or get much of an allowance) i want to get the Marilyn Manson CD "lest we forget" okame · Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 10:23pm · 0 Comments

	the SHSAT
	the SHSAT


on the 24th of october at 7:30 am i will be taking the SHSAT, i am studying like crazy. i get on the computer rarely. i am trying to get into Bronx Highschool of Science. it is the harvard of highschools. i really need to get in of i will step in front of a moving bus. okame · Sun Oct 17, 2004 @ 08:46pm · 0 Comments

	i hate everything
	i hate everything


why do i hate everything? because life is a useless waste of time. i am smart but never smart enough. i am pretty but never pretty enough. in our society nothing is ever enough. okame · Sat Oct 16, 2004 @ 05:00am · 0 Comments


okame Community Member « Prev Set \| Next Set » Archive \| Home Entries to 1

Offline

wanna know who i am? check out my journal or leave me alone you stupid ******** of the day: dope hat by: Marilyn Manson

More Information

© Copyright 2003 - 2024 Gaia Interactive, Inc. All Rights Reserved.