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Corrupt Love:
A warm sensation fills my body
My heart races with every touch
The softness of your voice sooths
My soul
As I lay there hopeing the moment
Will never end
Calling out for you
Praying that you'll never let me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant the warm sensations
Fade away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there, wondering where I went
Wrong
Calling out for you only to find
there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear overpowering
the lust and fantasy
leaveing me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
so wretched and compelled
Betrayl to myself
Revealing the orrors of my love

Christmas Plans:
-Buy gifts for friends (gaia and rl) -Almost done-
-Help Muffin get her scepter and sash
-Save for a gaia charity
-Get some stuff to make family a gift
-Make decorations
-Paint some stuff.... >_>;; -Getting there....
(I'm a Art & drama major, so I make new things each year)
-Create charity
-Get ideas for guild
-Put the ideas into action

If stricked out, I've done.
Sorry, I've got alot i need to keep track xd

Jamie, I miss you,
a best friend, a soul mate,
still hard to understand,
the cruel twists and turns of fate.

You lived so close by,
we built together our past,
we were happy building models,
of a friendship that would last.

Now you've been gone,
coming up to just one year,
there is not a day goes by,
when I can't see you standing here.

But some things in life,
are rotten and just unfair,
because if they weren't,
you would be standing there.

We were just right together,
like all of the best teams,
a friendship built on trust,
hope, excitement and our dreams.

But life doesn't last forever,
sometimes its cut way too short,
try adding up the logic,
sometimes it'll come to naught.

But everything for a reason,
even though its not that clear,
but your spirit is with us,
you will always be near.

And so life must go on,
just like it has done before,
just know you'll always be with us,
yesterday, now and for evermore.

Rest In peace Poor Jamie

Current events:

Got my OMG ^-^

Halloween soon, I bought this cute chinese dress, and my dads makeing me a naruto headband, I'll probly die my hair pink. ^_^

November 2nd is bring your kid to work day, I'm going with my neighbor to her school she teaches at. She's a integratted tech teacher, so she's going to teach me some flash animation. heart

Its almost november 8th.

Thats Jamies death anniversairy.... greta more crying!

I miss her.... Its amazeing how much you can miss a person.

A certain someones got my mind off her but...
Now that its almost november...

gonk gonk gonk

kay, I had to write a sonnet for English..... I really should've tried more it sucks.

Well its only 5 lines... so 1 third of a sonnet XD

Have fun..... IT SUCKS


"The way is not where you may look today
It can be found far from the place you search
this time today I will help you find it
From high lands to low, where all the birds perch
To lands with welth we will find it this time


I said its bad XD

My journal messed up again. SO Im posting this, then off to read my friends journal. =]

Sorry again... Gaia's a glitch heaven.... Yah kno.

~+

M'kay, lifes a b***h... >=o

My Best friend told me a secret, That she didn't want anyone to know, except one guy.

And someone else comes along, and keeps tryna pressure it out of me. It started getting annoying, so I was Getting a lil snippy.

Then this someone goes and yells at me, saying I was being rude about it. Yet this person is tryna get me to tell him something... That would totaly wreck me and My friends friendship.

I swear, if anyone EVER even asks me to tell them a secret, after I've said its a secret.

Their in for one big ******** a** beating >=o

+~

P.s Ya, Not me really, but I'm sick of this s**t >=o. and I apologize in advance to anyone I hurt. ^-^