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eight of cups upright: walking away, disillusionment, leaving behind

probably not a good tarot pull today, but what can ya do. it might also just be because i'm going to be leaving for the weekend; i'm going to spokane for a few days to help my friend ro table at a con and i'm honestly very excited about it!!!!

i forgot to write in this journal for Well a solid while. it's really rough to keep a proper journal that i want to write in every day when i can't keep a proper daily schedule because of my sleep problems, so i always tend to just...not even try after a certain point, which is one of my worst bad habits, i think. the only way to try and become consistent is to force the issue, but i get so tired of doing that sometimes...

hard work is the only way to do things a lot of the time, but so much is hard work for me that i just kind of get tired of it all at some point. but by god i have to do my best anyways. i'm tired of fighting but i gotta keep at it. i'm going i'm doing good everyone just needs to believe in me