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Saian
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 09:02pm

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	Wooooah. @__@ Rawr. I have like... hundreds of songs I could post, to express myself, but, I'm way too lazy for that... >-> <-< I've been wondering lately, why people like me... like, at all, I seem to be really annoying, and sometimes a huge a*****e. And, as I may be able to make people feel good, I usually end up doing something stupid, and hurting them. I'm really confused about this whole thing, especially as my heart seems to want to go, in 7 different directions. I really don't know what to do, I feel scared and alone. ;-;

Posted: Fri May 27, 2005 @ 10:15pm

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	Questeh?! <333 <center>It's official, I'm questing for pictures of people's bellies. smile So, send me a pic of your tummy! All donations greatly appreaciated. wink &3333333 Picceh's so far: I Shot Andy Warhol: Floofy.Kitten: The dingbat: Psychotic Melody: Sexual Feeling: Lurve-Monsteh: Magio-Three-Thousand:

Saian
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Posted: Sat Apr 09, 2005 @ 03:11am

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	Wonderful <center>I close my eyes when I get too sad I think thoughts that I know are bad Close my eyes and I count to ten Hope it's over when I open them I want the things that I had before Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door I wish I could count to ten Make everything be wonderful again Hope my mom and I hope my dad Will figure out why they get so mad Hear them scream, I hear them fight They say bad words that make me wanna cry Close my eyes when I go to bed And I dream of angels who make me smile I feel better when I hear them say Everything will be wonderful someday Promises mean everything when you're little And the world's so big I just don't understand how You can smile with all those tears in your eyes Tell me everything is wonderful now Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now I go to school and I run and play I tell the kids that it's all okay I laugh aloud so my friends won't know When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home Go to my room and I close my eyes I make believe that I have a new life I don't believe you when you say Everything will be wonderful someday Promises mean everything when you're little And the world is so big I just don't understand how You can smile with all those tears in your eyes When you tell me everything is wonderful now No No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now No No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now I don't wanna hear you say That I will understand someday No, no, no, no I don't wanna hear you say You both have grown in a different way No, no, no, no I don't wanna meet your friends And I don't wanna start over again I just want my life to be the same Just like it used to be Some days I hate everything I hate everything Everyone and everything Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now... I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

Posted: Wed Mar 16, 2005 @ 04:38pm

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	I'd do anything. <center>Another day is going by I'm thinking about you all the time But you're out there And I'm here waiting And I wrote this letter in my head Cuz so many things were left unsaid But now you're gone And I can't think straight This could be the one last chance To make you understand I'd do anything Just to hold you in my arms To try to make you laugh Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past I'd do anything Just to fall asleep with you Will you remember me? Cuz I know I won't forget you Together we broke all the rules Dreaming of dropping out of school And leave this place To never come back So now maybe after all these years If you miss me have no fear I'll be here I'll be waiting This could be the one last chance to make you understand And I just can't let you leave me once again I'd do anything Just to hold you in my arms To try to make you laugh Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past I'd do anything Just to fall asleep with you Will you remember me? Cuz I know I won't forget you I close my eyes And all I see is you I close my eyes I try to sleep I can't forget you Nanana (....) And I'd do anything for you Nanana (....) I'd do anything Just to hold you in my arms To try to make you laugh Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past I'd do anything Just to fall asleep with you Will you remember me? Cuz I know I won't forget you I'd do anything To fall asleep with you I'd do anything There's nothing I won't do I'd do anything To fall asleep with you I'd do anything Cuz I know I won't forget you This song makes me think of so many things right now... o-o heart

Saian
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Posted: Wed Mar 16, 2005 @ 07:09am

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	Sorry I sing. <center>Sorry I really need to get these songs outa my system. gonk I will post when mentally capaple of singing these songs, so, quite a few pdates or hey I could make new entries for every song, and then you'd know how I'm feeling at the time, like, how ingenious is that!? blaugh heart

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