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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 @ 03:47am

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	heart my lover made a really nice picture >_< goddamit i got hiccups when i saw this heart

Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2009 @ 07:10am

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	my baby neice Cayley Well she was born 2 months ago seeing her makes me want my own cool who wants to be the mamasita? She so cute heart

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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 @ 11:38pm

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	a thing from the past ok this is something I wrote down 3 years back in march 10th 2006 some time after i broke up with a gf I had. To tell you truth I can't believe how stupid i sounded back then.. dammit I wish i could go back and slap the st out of that emo really. Though I said something about remaining cold, and so far I'm still like that and it has worked. I keep telling people I can't get attached or fall in love with a person now. even though 3 years have past I haven't change much, people at work say I look in my 20s like I'm 19 or 20 little they know I'm close to hitting my 30s crying . Well either way I love the way I am now people are by far more interested now to be either my friends or (if a girl) get to know me better.. even though I truly know it wont go any further than that. (don't ask to many questions on that please) So here is the log I made back then and what it contains.. wow I was really in love or really stupid rolleyes** March 10th 2006 many days have past I'm feeling lonely, it's hard to go day by day again.. not having anyone to care for you.. it makes you breakdown allot. I made someone an offering.. my love just never dies I guess.. it's hard to believe someone could forget you in a matter of days. I have lost at least 20 pounds scince that day icon_sweatdrop.gif yesterday march 9th, I made a call.. I brough out my feelings.. I was not recognized again, i have rejected 4 girls at work already.. the feeling that I have to start new again it doesn't really work for me.. I don't want to go through that again. When i love someone I forget about myself, inside I'm dying.. I can't seem to just forget about everything anymore, it's like someone is holding me back and not letting me go. I know now I'm not desired the way I am.. I haven't fully changed into what i told everyone I would become.. istill care for people but, carring for everyone means carring for her too.. wich is something she doesn't appreciate. I beed called stupid and onther names.. because of what I do >.> no one appreciates that I guess. I'm going to try and be cold again icon_stare.gif it seems to work very well, it atracks more people and they like me more that way. I will no loger try to be nice or care.. even though it's hard to fight it out sometimes.. my feelings tell me things.. and i have learned not to keep them quiet.. and that's one thing I will still keep about myself. For me to love, it will be dificult icon_stare.gif end of story. My life, my experinces.. would make anyone turn dark in the inside.. I still keep a light.. but dim.

Posted: Wed Apr 08, 2009 @ 06:13am

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	TWINS well I challenged my sis and she made a perfect match pirate rate us now!! XD

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Posted: Thu Mar 12, 2009 @ 09:55pm

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	ear peircing!! ouch >_O ok so i got my ear peircing last saturday... i was dumb to take them off during that same night.. next day they were all swallen stare well i waited 3 days before i put them back on again and yesterday they went in like nothing. so here is a pic of what i put through my ear lobes o.o.

Posted: Mon Mar 02, 2009 @ 05:23pm

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	Le Match Found someone to match outfit XD

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Posted: Fri Jun 20, 2008 @ 02:43am

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	Ginger and Sparky Ok before he and she get any older I managed to get them quiet and relaxed for a minute to take this picture of them.. dam dogs.. but I love them so much! here are Ginger to the left and Sparky to the right Ginger is 1 year and 4 months old born in Febuary 20th of 2007 and Sparky is 5 months old born in January 3rd of 2008 first born to Ginger and of 3 others the other two are called GIGI and FUFU all boys and act like so domokun now the reason why sparky is bigger than ginger is because Sparky´s father is double the size of ginger a lighter color and with much more hair. I will take more pictures in the future.

Posted: Thu May 22, 2008 @ 05:54pm

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	My Birthday I am 25 years old now! which sucks stare I feel so old dam it and sorta alone though wanting company I feel like it wont work out at the end I don't think it would work out time will tell

oO-JAVY-Oo
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Posted: Sat May 10, 2008 @ 01:57pm

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	gotta stop!! it's been 4 days of getting drunk and parting!!!! I gotta stop stop!! ahh the techno music and the drinking... >.> my poor puppies runned out of food two days ago crying somebody please slap my sily heart

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