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I told my mom one of my biggest secrets ever and now she doesn't treat me the same, i mean i wouldn't treat my daughter the same either. I have to watch everything i say and do because she might get the wrong idea of my actions or words. Why cant people believe you when you say you are done? I know i made some foolish mistakes and i go everyday being reminded of them and i wish everyday that i wouldn't chose to do them, isn't that enough proof that i wont do it every again. It destroys me knowing that my mother will not trust me and that i have hurt her, but cant it just be put in the past?