Me firend zena is coming over today! I'm so happy that some one wants to hang out. Of course im the idiot who normally turns people down but i might not see her that much in 9 grade with all three different lunch times. Plus my other friends have been taking s**t about her and i cant stand up for because i agree but i would never quit being her friend. i just dont get humans at all somedays. But any way I am totaly over me emo gonna cut my self phase. I just wrote that out of anger and sorrow of missing my mom. I still havent gotten my letter from school to tell me where to go on the first day but im hoping it gets here soon or im in some deep s**t. Ok well i might write again after zena goes home but dont count on it peoples!