Dear...weird website where i spend time on?
GOD I JUST WISH I COULD DIE!
I've always ,before now, given my best to hope for the better. Before I was your happy-go-lucky idiot who could care less if he died the next second...
I only ever loved my cousin and that was that she could command me to do just about anything. She was all i had my talent, knowledge, humor and etc i will forgo just to make her happy and death was something i know she would be sad about but i also know 1 year or so I would be forgotten.
Now all has changed. If I die now I would make lots of people sad for a long time. And still I dont mind that but if I die I will miss one thing... Love.
I hate it! Love made me an idiot just like what i do for my cousin i do for the one i love and now I want it to end but the only way I could accept death now is if i stopped loving.