Though the sporadic canvas of natures wintry tempest
I heard a siren’s song of unutterable euphoria
Whispering my name within its stormy winds
I am attentive to its words like a fond lover
Through my solitude and death, this is where my story begins…
Twilight destroyed the skies of day
As the winds almost swept reality away
Still pushing forever in cold winter’s night
Pushing my frozen body for all its might
I reached my determined destiny
Euphony!
As I cradled her stiff body in the frozen snow
Her strings and body so detailed and defined made the night seem aglow
She is still Calling my name in her honeyed tongue
And I Hearken and push my self forever forward
Knowing, that I, shall be never be shunned
Chorus)
I wake up to find my self in a world of coldness
brought on by fears and loss
tempted by my mindless tempest
my humanity has been forever lost
Yet I still wish to hearken, the sound of forgotten lore
And all my pain and pleasure was in the music which I shall forever adore
Turning back the clock I lived forever then in that reflection
Still playing her siren’s song to others demanded all my attention
Lost in her music and in her chilly embrace
The futures of forever I shall forever be able to face
Mournful Euphony as I have chosen my vow heedlessly,
Continuing to Perform this ageless tasks Conscientiously
Lying to my self while wearing a mask upon a mask
As all the players dance within my demented masquerade
Change is needed, a rewrite of the script
And …
Chorus)
I wake up to find my self in a world of coldness
brought on by fears and loss
tempted by her mindless tempest
my humanity has been forever lost
Yet I still wish to hearken, the sound of forgotten lore
And all my pain and pleasure was in the music which I shall forever adore
I know I am lost from humanity forever more
Reaching towards my destiny and no longer looking back
I see the world with a new epiphany to kill to live is my task
Brought on by her numbing effects, My dearest my violin
Now I shall let her use me if that is my mortal sin
Breathing in the warm air as I entertain and play my songs
You whisper within me my dearest telling me to go on
Always knowing the answer and so I would never do wrong
Flowing within me is your magic, and your will to continue on
Scraping at your strings in a melody of your holy dance
Allowing my audience their death to slowly advance
When I met you I was frozen, deadened from within
You warmed me and allowed me to expel my cold from that we are now akin
Slowly using your hunger and suck their energy and life away
Making them nothing but frozen husks face stretched back in a scream, thin, and gray
Eternity with you my love is unbearable seeing the future turn to history
And in a way I am scared of you and yet drawn to you like a strange mystery
And still you sing to calm my wounds and my internal scars
Not knowing or caring that you were the one that went too far
I have to kill to live and to feed you and to feed you that I will
Still I can not help but think I am another helpless fool
brought to life by your beauty and your will to kill
Then what occurred was that…
Chorus)
I wake up to find my self in a world of coldness
brought on by fears and loss
tempted by her mindless tempest
my humanity has been forever tossed
Yet I still wish to hearken, the sound of forgotten lore
And all my pain and pleasure was in the music which I shall forever adore
Love today I am scared to be with you
Because now I have no control
Over my body, my mind,and my immortal soul
Just another puppet upon your torturing strings
Your closeness and coldness is a medicine that stings
Yet Still you whisper with a voice that seems ablaze…
“ There is no more light and there is no no more days
Our youth will never die so no point in basking in guilty memories
We are together forever no point in showing me any enmity…”
Dearest love, today you finnally spoke true
For I have lived a thousand lives
destroying other peoples lives with you
 Residentofbox5 · Thu Apr 24, 2008 @ 02:22am · 0 Comments |
