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You say you are a comrade
and its sad
you treat me like dirt
but you dont see the hurt.
You dont see this pain that wells up inside,
all those nights that i wish i had died.
You dont see it and you dont care
if i told you, you would just stare.
You say that you are a friend
but that has all come to an end.
Lets drop this stupid act
lets end this friendship pact,
with friends like you,
im glad i only have a few.
Time to grow up time to say goodbye,
Im fed up time for this friendship to die
 Friar Thomas · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 10:53pm · 2 Comments |
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I reach up to touch the sky,
Then I see you in the corner of my eye.
Beauty that cannot be matched,
behind a door whos lock is always latched.
Maybe one day you'll give me the key to your heart
and a new journey we will start.
I cannot help but stare,
I feel like a monster in its lair.
Watching and waiting to see,
if you too are in love with me.
These feelings follow me always,
till the very end of my days
Friar Thomas · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 10:52pm · 0 Comments |
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When the rain comes and the wind blows
everyone knows
thats the only time HE gets a bath
he just sits there in the path
All the plants are dead
all of his friends are sick in bed
from the awful stench
bad enough to make your stomach wrench
soon it begins to rain
and it removes that week old stain.
it carries the stench away
now everyone comes out to play.
He soon begins to run
and out comes the sun
the stench has come back
everyone begins to pack
so he just sits there in the path
waiting to get a bath.
hes covered in dirt
hes still wearing that 3 week old shirt.
he runs inside
in hopes that he can hide.
Hes not welcome out in the sun
where everyone laughs and makes fun
no more does he sit there in the path
waiting for rain to take a bath
Friar Thomas · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 10:48pm · 0 Comments |
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Every moment of every day
you are all I think about.
I cant sleep I cant eat I dont know
what to do.
I stand close to you but your far away
Is it me or is it you which one of us is running
I know that I love you I know that I would die for
you
Why cant I get passed this feeling of anxiety
Why cant I just tell you that I love you and hope
that you feel the same way
Is it because your my best friend
Is it because of how long Ive felt this way
Is it because your the most beautiful girl I know
I dont know the reason, I dont know why.
All I know is I love you and that Ill always
be there for you even when you dont need me
to be.
My heart races 100 miles a second when you walk in the room
Everyone else disappears from view
I dont know what to do anymore
I dont know how to continue on and feel this way.
I love you
Friar Thomas · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 10:47pm · 0 Comments |
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All of your lies,
they led to my demise.
I believed all the words that you said,
they just got stuck in my head.
Every time you said you loved me
I just couldnt see
that you never cared
when I gave you my heart I was scared
After everything was over I layed in bed
Just wishing that I was dead
You returned my heart broken in a bag,
with this written on the tag
"Im sorry but I cant do this"
then your company I did miss
All those times that we talked,
and those few times that we walked.
I believed all your lies,
even when I heard of the other guys.
I didnt want to believe you were untrue,
because at that time I truly loved you.
Thanks to you I believed in love at first sight
you were the first to show me the light.
but soon i became a bitter soul,
my heart became a black hole.
All girls to me were the same,
all they cared about was looks and fame.
You made me bitter you made me hate,
I now realized that this was my fate,
To fall in love with you,
but now I must say adieu
Friar Thomas · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 10:45pm · 0 Comments |
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All thoughts of old return
My anger does burn
I cant help this thought
every night Ive fought
to keep away this pain
but now Im finally slain
I can fight no more
and I fall on the floor
I keep seeing her walk away
As I cried and asked her to stay.
Since that day its been four years
Yet Im still crying these tears
I thought I was over all this pain
but with one simple word Im back again
Now Im lying in bed
again wishing that I were dead
I wish I was gone
but instead my life goes on
I relive every thought
that for years I have fought
I dont love her anymore
and now I try to open the door
to let someone else in
but my blood runs thin
and I return to that thought
that for years I have fought.
Friar Thomas · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 10:44pm · 0 Comments |
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When I looked you in the eyes
I could tell that you thought all the things I said to you were lies
because of the way she and I acted
to you it looked like my feelings were retracted
If only I had known that it was pulling us apart
If only I had known that I had broken your heart
I watch your from a distance you trust me no more
I wish I could have caught you before you hit the floor
I drop to my knees to say that I love you
if only I could have seen things from your point of view
so I told you Ill put these feelings aside
and really I tried but to you it looks like again I lied
I knew I was right, right from the start
I should have never gotten involved with matters from the heart
I've always loved you and I always will
and I wish that this void you feel that I could fill
If only I hadn't made that mistake
as my feelings again are thought to be fake
everything to you that I've confessed
has made my heart all the more possessed
forever in my heart you will stay
Ill never stop feeling this way
I wish I had never hurt you
if only I could have seen things from your point of view
now that your out of reach
I've become like an annoying leetch
sucking away what we could have had
all the times I have seen you sad
I could see it in your eyes
every word I said to you came out as lies
our friendship I have torn apart
because I keep reopening this wound in your heart
maybe we can only ever be friends
but I guess it all depends
on what you say
so I patiently await the day
when your ready to tell me how you feel
so this door I can finally seal
these words keep ringing in my head
"I never stopped to think and I ripped us apart
how could I? As all your tears run dry. Now its breaking my heart
remember the days when you and I were young. Those memories will
last forever
You and I will die, and go our seperate ways"
Friar Thomas · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 10:43pm · 0 Comments |
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Darkness shrouds my days
I search frantically for a light
friends are gathered all around
all offering words of advice
all telling me what I should do
as the darkness grows
I find myself alone
not knowing what to do
how much time has passed?
Days? Maybe years?
Soon I see a light in the distance
a sight so strange, yet warm
but I pull back
so many questions
what causes this light
and why does it appear now
the light begins to grow
slowly overpowering the darkness
I look around seeing all my friends
and one I do not recognize
standing by my side
clothed all in white
words so soft
He says
"Live in darkness no more"
I don't understand
who is this majestic being
my friends seem to know
as they all embrace
but what I see makes me realize
who He is
Holes in His hands
and in His feet
I fall back
not knowing what to do
why does He care?
was it He that made the darkness leave?
my thoughts cause the darkness to grow again
then there is a voice
like thunder
"Darkness leave and bother him no more"
the light returns
He turns and speaks
"I care because you're my children,
no more shall the darkness haunt you"
Then He's gone
but yet still here
no more am I in darkness
completely surrounded in light
the weight Ive carried
seems to be gone
my friends still standing there
all staring at me
"We've always been here"
they say together
"but He let you see"
I break down
no longer able to stand
no longer able to hold back the tears
is this what happiness is?
or is this an illusion
I hope this feeling never fades
Friar Thomas · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 10:42pm · 0 Comments |
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"Dream"
My hopeless life.
it ended that night
I see my lifeless eyes, no one around cries.
Do they care? Why do they just stare?
Now I awaken from my dream.
So real it did seem.
Is this my fate? To die on this date?
If it is so, will you know?
Will you know how I feel.
How my heart you did steal.
When I die will you cry?
Will you care or just stare.
On my dream goes, and my heart rate slows
I cry for fear, wishing that you were near
Now I'm gone and your life goes on.
Im a thought of the past, not one that would last.
When I died, I saw you, you cried.
So you did care, you didnt just stare.
I love you I did cry. That night that I said goodbye.
Friar Thomas · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 10:39pm · 0 Comments |
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I lay my heart down on this stone
and walk away all a lone
all my friends standing there staring
because it looks like I've stopped caring
not one dares to chase me down
so far a part I have grown
they just don't understand
none of this was ever planned
I just can't let them close
because of this path I have chose
I see her standing in the back
her face and eyes covered all in black
the words I say cut her like a knife
and I can feel them suck out her life
later I feel so much pain
and I feel apart of myself has been slain
this pain hits me at my core
her friendship meant so much more
than any other ever will
and I feel my heart stand still
I loved her with all my heart
yet we've been slowly torn apart
so I've laid my heart down on this stone
only to walk away all a lone
Friar Thomas · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 10:38pm · 0 Comments |
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"Christ"
2000 years ago he was hung from a tree
for the souls of you and me
He cried "Father forgive them" with his last breath
and then he went to his death
His blood soaked the rich ground
when He died there was no sound
then there was an earthquake and a thunder roar
and the curtain in the temple tore
a centurian at his post
who was revered in the most
his helmet high his shoulders braud
he said "Surely this man was the Son of God"
three days later he rose again
and now he is my friend
Now I feel completally free
because he died for you and me
Friar Thomas · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 10:37pm · 0 Comments |
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I wrote the poem before when I thought I was losing the most amazing girl in my life
"Why"
Why is that love always hurts
Why do I go through loves like I go through shirts
Why can't I find the one to love me for me
Why can't I find the one that will finally see
See that I love her for no reason
And will always through every time and season.
The thing is I already found the one
The one that reminded me of the beauty of the rising sun
But just like the others things just died
And I'm feeling like once again my heart lied
It told me she would be the one whom I'd marry
That one day across the alter she I would carry
It told me that I was done searching
So why now am I hurting?
I'm hurting because she was the one
The one that could keep me smiling till the day was done
The one that knew me like I knew her
And if I said I love you she would concur
She's the only one I belong to
And baby I made this poem for you
If you don't want me it don't matter
My love list isn't getting any fatter
I'm done searching
I'm done dying
I'm done hurting
I'm sick of my heart lying
I still say you're the one.
The only one that can keep me smiling till the day is done
I'm going to love you till the day I die
Now I must go ask my self….once again why
Friar Thomas · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 10:36pm · 0 Comments |
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This heart was set in stone
forever damned to be alone
watching the others pass him by
he sat there silently and wished to die
never realizing that the whole time
sat in front of him his perfect rhyme
so he sat there set in stone
forever damned to be alone
then one day someone spoke
and he thought it was a joke
so he stayed silent in his stone
forever damned to be alone
"Hey" the voice said one more time
but the heart didn't know it was his perfect rhyme
so he sat there set in stone
forever damned to be alone
"Look at me" the voice cried
so the heart set in stone sighed
and slowly lifted up his eyes
but he believed they were telling lies
for sitting just across the way
was the one for whom he did pray
they sat and talked about their time
and he knew he found his perfect rhyme
no they're together and will forever be
for now this heart has been set free
no longer is he set in stone
no longer damned to be alone
Friar Thomas · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 10:35pm · 0 Comments |
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