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the friends that i use to have dont understand, there too blinded by there own self pitty to know what it means to be sad.so i say to there soulless hearts jabz is dead!!!!!......(I am CodeyBear004)....The sad stories of our lives is a long tail to tell. But I will tell it to you. The one I loved I passed up, back in high school was the time just for me. I had every thing back then. Friends and happiness. Every day I saw them. Up and down the halls. But I never had the guts to tell anybody or anyone. But now I yell on the inside. I need somebody to love me. The way I am is the only thing that is real in my life, and I even wonder about that from time to time. Who is to blame. Was it my fault for not having the balls to say what’s on my mind. Sometimes I wish I can turn back time and make things right. To make thing just right for me and everybody. As I tell the sad story of my life. I still ponder dose he ever think about me. Was I ever on his mind. I let the one I loved pass me by, all I have is nothing, so I will wallow in my own self pity. And I will feel bad for myself. Cuz it seems no one care about me. If you think it's you, if someone want's to find me, I'll be waiting witch open arm's and a smile a pon my face. We will love and cry. We I'll tell each other the truth of our love, cuz i will love anyone and she will love me. But it seems like all I really have is my memories and my childhood fantasy’s.

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NothingLeft4me Report | 07/30/2008 6:46 pm: y not say whats on my mind. to that i tell my self i want to be loved but i dont how to let the 1 i love that i like thim fisrt of all
jabz004 Report | 06/02/2008 1:17 pm: woot gold
NothingLeft4me Report | 02/17/2008 11:39 pm: thats y i hate people
jabz_is_dead Report | 02/17/2008 11:28 pm: soooooo?
jabz004 Report | 02/11/2008 8:26 pm: lols
NothingLeft4me Report | 02/05/2008 11:12 pm: wtf?
jabz_is_dead Report | 02/04/2008 8:34 pm: lol i know whatu mean. trust me im there 2 sometimes life is a pain in the u know what
jabz004 Report | 02/04/2008 5:29 pm: lol they will never understand
NothingLeft4me Report | 02/01/2008 7:27 pm: there 4 i love my self

THINKING ½ THE TIME

Sometimes I wonder why I ask myself why.
Where I stand in my life,
And when will I die.
Who will I give all my love too?
Will anyone understand me.
Is it true that I love you?
Where am I in my mind.
If you don't get me and my mind,
That’s fine.
Sometimes I don't get me myself sometimes.
Just like right now.
Still we will be lost as one,
That’s because I love you.
I know who I am,
And I know what I want.
All I need to do is see what I need,
The rest will fall in to place.
That’s because all I need is you and your love.
For the rest of our days.

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oh, i feel so fa-boo

SOMETIMES IT SEEMS I TRY 2HARD

THERES WAY 2MANY THAING ON MY MIND

WTF POKEMON... THERE SO CUTE (BUT I REALLY HATE POKEMON)