Yeah that is me in my lovely truck Which I blew the brake line on in my driveway. And it is also known as the Panda Mobile. Yes I also have a sticker issue. =D

My oddity and insanity should be noted.

But really there is not much to me than really meets the eye. You know exactly where I stand as soon as I meet someone new. I have a very hard time trusting people and hate being hurt and used.

I have had a rough past few months but am trying to get past it all.

I have my friends who I adore but I have three possibly four maybe five or six people who have my full trust. I thank my twin, sis Jessie{{GAWD}} wifey<3♥ and Jesse. Without any of you I have no idea where I would be.

I guess you could say I don't fall in love easily. Or ever at all. I am fine with where i stand and know I am a hopeless romantic who hates dating because of being hurt in the end. So I am a oxymoron in of myself.

Do not even ask me out. I do not do the whole long distance thing anymore. I don't even date. Or I am not until college or I met a guy I think is worthy to start to gain my trust.

Oh and if you think of getting me angry. Don't try. You may wind up regretting it.

I have a love of music and photography. I love drawing, but suck at it and am attempting to get better at it.

I am looking for who I really am after an incident that happened in May. He will never be forgiven and am glad he is gone forever. I have moved past him so if anyone who knows him and still hates me. I do not care. He was the one who lied and did it all. I tried to save it. I was not the reason for anything that happened after. So go away if you know him.

I also have issues with sleep. But what teenager doesn't? Mine are different than nay other teens though. But that is for me and only a few to know and you to ponder.


I am 18. Gaia lied my birthday is July 8th not the 7th. I hate having aprties and being the center of attention. hate money being spent on me. And have a soft spot for animals.

There is this little thing called twinsets me and my twin A Lunaa have a very large joke with. Hahaha admit it anyone who watches Ouran. Twinsest is pretty awesome.

But I digress. As you can see I am pretty much just another average teenager finishing high school and getting ready to move onto college.

I have a very large love for making hemp jewelry. No I am not a druggie. I am very much straight edge. Thank you very much. And no I am also NOT a hippie. I have a beliefs of one but am not one.

What my interest in music are is not a concern right now. Nor of what anime i read or watch. What my favorite books are. That is what interest tags are for.

I am blond and yes am going blonder soon. Hair wise. I am a smart blond. Ask my friends. I do have my moments. They are mostly when I haven't slept in a long time.

Also my AIM screen name is not going to be given out easily. Same for my YIM. I am getting a MSN as soon as I get my laptop. Which is hopefully soon.

dream avis?



Well I believed I have chated on as much as I can....

Oh I almost forgot.

I despise text talk. Type out your words fully or I will not talk to you. Be literate. You have t in school. Practice it outside of school as well.

Now I have covered all bases of my mind and who I am as a human doing. I see no human as a human being, we run around to much.

Oh lok a dream avi I may actually try and go for. xD