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Pheonix of Angels

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Registered: 07/19/2008

Gender: Female

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HI my name's Angel. I'm a poet and love to write. My poems ar every personal to me and have been inspired that has happened to me or something that has hit my heart. I will try to keep my poems updated and post them as soon as i can after i write the

This is me. This is who I am.

Hi, my name is Angel and I am pretty much an all around southern girl (sometimes called a redneck) I have a southern accent that some people laugh at so I tend to hide it when I talk in person unless I know you real well.

Im a 16 (Soon to be 17) year old senior in high school and I am who I am.
I love pretty much everything, not much i don't like. I love reading, writing, poetry, hunting, fishing, sewing, making jewelry, running, being with my friends, shopping, dancing, singing, etc.

I'm very passionate about what I believe in and I'm not about to change on a whim. I love who I am and I don't care what you think about me. That may sound snobbish but I'm actually a very kind person with a big heart.

I have very good memories, as well as very bad ones. There a few years in my life that I wish I didn't remember, unfortunatly they are embedded into my mind. No one can really know how bad you have been hurt until you have been there yourself. With that said, I move on. I do not like to dwell on the past.

I live my life the way I want it, and no one is about to change that anytime soon. I've loved and lost but I keep living. When I'm in a relationship I'm not looking for a fling, I'm looking for a, well a relationship. I fell in love with someone once, but unfortunately, under certain circumstances things had to end. I am still trying my hardest to get back what I lost, however I don't think things will ever be the same. It took me quite a long time to admit that I loved him. Hell, I still do. It still pulls at my heart strings whenever I think about it. I want him back more then anything.... However, I shall move on. I'm sure you don't want me to pour my heart out to you right now.

In my life the worse pain I have ever felt was not when my 'love' crushed my heart. No, it was when my grandmother died. (08/14/09) I have never felt pain that deep before. She was my everything, my mother, my friend. I always came to her about everything. She was taken from me so fast I never got to say goodbye to her even though I had the chance. I was too afraid. She was in the nursing home for 3 months after her stroke. She died 4 days before my birthday and 3 days before I had to start a brand new high school in a place where I didn't know anyone. I cry everytime I think about her and the pain doesn't go away. I worry about my grandpa everyday. I love him dearly and I can't picture life without him.

There are a few people in my life who I can't live without. In my family there is my cousin Patrick. I don't think he knows how much he means to me, but I love him. There are my friends down in Spring Hill who I will never forget. Ashley, Racquel and John. They all mean so much to me and I miss them all dearly. At my new school I have met three people who are important to me as well, Steven, Alexa, and Codie. Codie is my best friend in the whole world. I love him to pieces. He has grown to be my brother and my everything. Steven is my little comedian and my Goblin King (inside joke). Alexa is a true friend no matter what. I don't know what I'd do without her.

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3t3rn41L0v3r Report | 08/17/2011 10:49 am: Happy Birthday.
bubbydoll1 Report | 07/14/2011 8:45 am: Hello welcome back
Mystic Moon Ampris Report | 04/18/2011 10:59 am: *hug* Miss ya
bubbydoll1 Report | 12/09/2010 8:28 pm: Is there an adult at the school you can notify?
bubbydoll1 Report | 12/09/2010 6:05 pm: Aww, why are you scared?
TrashPanda Report | 12/04/2010 1:01 pm: no problem 3nodding now i just need to get a charlemagnes heart sweatdrop so expensive
bubbydoll1 Report | 11/29/2010 2:34 pm: Actually, he was an actor that died yesterday. I wasn't a fan but I wanted to add the RIP in my status as a little tribute to him because he had been in the business since 1950
bumjun Report | 11/28/2010 8:40 pm: Yourwelcome and I will more likey reply on the mornin I shud be sleeping but I can't find sleep.
bumjun Report | 11/28/2010 7:30 pm: Your avi is really pretty
Crimson Crow Vengeance Report | 11/22/2010 11:17 pm: your welcome, and thank you i've been working really hard on my avi smile