Dead End Justice
In the naked city, spaces ain’t that pretty. As I was getting dusted, I happened to get busted. Oh yes, I was arrested. Oh God, how I protested. They beat me with a board, it hurt just like a sword. They kicked me in the eye. My brain began to fry.
This is like a movie I know I’m gonna scream.. All the pain that I feel, makes me feel mean. It’s so sad and crazy here. I think I’m gonna cry.If I don’t wake up from this dream, I think I’m gonna........die!

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❤ - Alrightty so I'ma bee a little selfishh and talkk aboutt Mee.

Hey The Name Is Heather(:
i blow candles on October 21
im Mexicann/Nativee Americann
&& im Frenchh XD
iive Lived In Texxas all my life, so i don't see snow until like in Febbruary !
ican be a mean sometimes, but iibet you can be one too so whatever xD
ican be random at times and very weird, but thats just me. and if you don't like it, then don't bother talking to me.
Kayy? got it? little boyy ;] or.. giirl?..
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i betchu do ^_~
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Poems...

Memories
Well I was there on the day you fell into the stream
And as we swung on the rope, it swung like a swing
We fell to the ground, laughing so hard we could sing.
Best friends forever, or then so it seemed, but now your gone
Never again will we swing on our swing.
Just me, entertained by my memories.
Like the day we climbed those trees
And got chased by those bees.
Or that time that you stayed
And we watched that scary movie,
We stayed up in fright, and clung to each other all through the night.
Best friends forever, or then so it seemd, but now your gone, never to be here again with me
Just my old memories
To catch me up in old times
And see your smile again
Your just a sad song
With nothing to say
My heart aches for you
I miss you everyday
And as I think of you
I wonder about everything we used to do.
From the time that I left
Leaving you there on that front door step.
But you'll alway mean something to me
But just for now, your an old memory
Only to be brought up, a thing of old things
And as I write this
I write it for you.
Friends, friends forever,
Your just an old memory,
But, your always there for me.

Forever
Like a dream I float through
The water surrounding you
Longing for sweet embrace
My lips brushing your face
Your smile opens my heart
As your cherry lips part
Coming closer together
Loving you forever

Help me see life
Help me see the magic in life help me feel the earth.
A gray day, a soft wind the moist earth, a silent forest, grass tufts peeking here and there, trees that are bare...
Help me see the beauty.
Be there with your smile.
When I'm young.
When I'm old.
A couple you and me
a big house in winter
wooden floors and a chimney.
Glass windows big as shaq.
Gas and power all forgetting to be paid.
Snow on the ground chill in the house, chair in the center of the room by the chimneys blaze.
Stay with me
love with me
Be my best friend
look out at life with me
Help me see.

Back On Track
I've waited for days, weeks, months and even years
just to hear your voice again,
the chords of your guitar,
the beat of your drums,
the rhythm of your bass.
Now you're back on track,
I'm so glad you showed up again.
I never thought that you'd change a lot
But I know that's for the better.
'Cause everything about you gets better every time.
I don't really know what else to say,
I'm just so happy, just so gleeful.
That you're here, like just coming back from the dead.
Now I'll wait again, not for years, but months.
Each day draws me to you even more.
I can't wait, I just can't wait
To hear the music I've been longing for again.

Why?
Why are we still here trapped in each others arms so tight?
Those soft caresses are a lifetime away.
I cry quietly so you can't hear.
My face is slightly swollen, but that's ok.
My suffering is your drug.
Tomorrow will be a new day right? Wrong.
We're both afraid of each other. So why are we still here in this never ending circle.
I lay in the protection of your arms. Their warmth bringing an uneasy comfort.
I still love you. But, do you still love me....like you did yesterday?

Only Half-Hearted
When I'm falling out of love, will you be there to catch me
Or will you sit back and look across the room at the girl you see.
As my heart beats fast, and all my thoughts are racing,
As I think to myself whose battle am I facing.
You know that you're the only piece of enigma in a world so obvious.
When you look into my eyes the world becomes oblivious.
It's a terrible curse, a rugged spell.
You're my little pieve of heven but you make me feel like hell.
You make me a hypocrite to my words with everything you do.
I love the way the words come easy, I love you, but I hate you too.
You laugh at me when I'm angry and your smile makes me even more mad.
You always forgive my insecurities and make me feel better when I'm sad.
And then you make me feel crazy and I lose all control over who I am.
That doesn't matter though because I know I'll be with you for as long as I can.

Secrets
It’s not you; I swear it isn’t.
And it’s not that I don’t trust you; I do.
It’s me.
I’ve held my secrets so close
For so long
That I can’t let them go.
The thought of someone looking at me,
Knowing my secrets—
The thought terrifies me.
And speaking those memories aloud,
Or committing those thoughts to paper,
Would make them real.
Don’t you see?
I can’t admit it.
I can’t admit what know,
I know,
Is the truth.
It hurts too much.
Yeah, they happened.
Those events happened;
I know they did.
I felt those emotions;
I know I did.
But I'm ashamed.
I want to forget them
And leave them in the past.
I am trying to do that in the best way
That I know how.
Help me?
Help me forget?

Keep Holding on.
Turn up the music and hold you head high
Don't let the tear flow, don't let them see you cry
Just smile through all the pain your in
And don't ever let those monsters win
Just listen to the words he sings
"I am not afraid to keep on living"
At Night There is Love
During a starry night
your surrounded by affection
when i look you up in the thesauras
your synonym is perfection
your hair beams off moonlight
and as it waves in the breeze
and your immense beauty
keeps my eyes open when i sneeze
your eyes glimmer
like puddles of rain
they sparkle in the sunlight
even from a plane
Your laugh filled with joy
and a smile so bright
out of all the days i see you
you are my highlight.

I Hate You!
I wanna take your heart,
Tear it apart,
Put it in a stew,
And feed it to you.
I wanna take your brains
And do much the same.
Except maybe this time
I won't make it rhyme.
And when I'm done with that,
I'm gonna take a bat,
Beat you over the head,
And if you still aren't dead
I'll need to break your spine,
In record time,
Lace it in a nice bow,
And maybe then you'll know.
I'll leave your legs both broke.
As a finale, I'll choke
The dead air from your lungs
Leave the essence
Of my message
On your tongue.
And then I'll take what's left of you,
If there's anything left of you,
And I'll do what you could never do.
If there's anything left of you.
I'm gonna make something of you,
And then I'm going to love you.
And if you wrong me again
It will have all just been in vain.
'Cause then I'll have to take your heart,
Tear it apart,
Put it in a stew,
And feed it to you.

Lifeless Love
Never say those words again
Lifeless love, you have become
Hate what I've become inside
Love what I've become inside
And you took my hand
And you dragged me down
Time again,
You told me you loved me
You told me you loved me
Never say those words again
Pray this night will never end
Hate me for hating you
Love me for hating you
And I hate that you're still here
And I know I don't deserve you
Time again,
I kissed your lips
I kissed your lips
Never say those words again
The fear has taken over my head
Hate the way I killed you tonight
Love the way I killed you tonight