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Stories untold, Resolution, various other things that will come
For those who don't know why there's alot of variety, I need it in order to do things right.
Well, here it goes...
Well, what can I say? I'm Ron, 20, have autism which, thanks to medication I took that was supposed to make me concentrate, caused me to have most of my memories of middle school jumbled up or lost. I have no idea how to talk to people, and I tend to talk before I think, and it's some of the worst crap I can do... I try and make people happy, but I end up making things worse, and my speech on my thoughts go even worse thanks to how I can't really speak them.
I am a follower of Asatru, also known as Germanic paganism, though my beliefs are that all the gods from each religion exist, and you can choose which gods you can follow whichever gods you go to when you die, so I'll be happily going to Valhalla to meet Ziu, Wotan, and Donar when my time to die comes. I try to hold to the Nine Virtues as well as I can, but I usually fail in this process, which is one of the reasons I try and learn more discipline and wisdom from going hiking and learning as much as I can from the past mistakes and heroics of our ancestors.
Well, that's pretty much it, I'll write more when I return or when I remember something else.
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If you're wondering where I am at the moment, I'm currently keeping away from gaia until things blow over, also making sure I can find a way to speak to people better than I do now. I have no idea how to talk to people or argue correctly, I don't know what harassment is and what isn't when it's on the internet, and when I realize what I do wrong I feel terrible about it. I hold
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