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the dream i wish i could dream again..

the dream so sweet i could taste it on my tongue
i dont think he knows..
if he does then is he right?
its too late now
how i wish it wasn't
now its all over
the pressure is too much
but it was so nice
while it lasted
so warm
its where i belonged
we both were mistaken
too young for it
i wont have it taken away
i WILL dream this dream again.
even if it kills me
for i wont wake up
drifting in the love

WHEN YOUR GONE

i always needed time on my but i never thought id need someone there when im sad and now as i sit here crying i wish i hadent pushed you so far away! you were my shoulder,my rock, my life and now your gone and i regret not spending every waking minute of my time with you i love you please come home! when your gone the peices of my heart fall apart before me when your gone your face is missing from my hands were they belong.we were made for eachother forever til death

ahhhhhhhhhh bored

She works at hot topic
His heart microscopic
She thinks that its love but to him its sex
He listens to emo but fat mike's his hero
His bank account's zero
What comes next?

It's stupid, contagious
To be broke and famous
Can someone please save us from punk rock 101
My Dickies, your sweat pants
My spiked hair, your new Vans
Let's throw up our rock hands for punk rock 101

She bought him a skateboard, a rail slide, his knee tore
He traded it for drums at the local pawn shop
She left him for staring at girls and not caring
When she cried because she thought Bon Jovi broke up

Don't forget to delay... on the very last word

Seven years later he works as a waiter
She married a trucker and he's never there
The story never changes, just the names and faces
Like Tommy and Gina they're living on a prayer

Did you just say that?
I said

It's stupid, contagious (same song different chorus)
To be broke and famous (same song different chorus)
Can someone please save us from punk rock 101
My Dickies, your rock hands
My spiked hair, your new Vans
Let's shoplift some sweatbands for punk rock 101

quote from "black mirror"

have you ever been in a state of pain so intense' it was like a living creaturewound tightly around your rib cage and shoulders and neck? getting into that place requires not just one thing thats wrong' but instead a whole tangled knot of wrongness. it requires wrong things youve done' along with wrong things that have been done to you. it requires both good and bad intensions' doubled and tripled back upon themselves until there so distorted' you cant see clearly where they began. it requires wrong decisions, but noo vision of what other choice you might have made. it requires you to see every inadequacy'every failing'every weakness you posses' magnified to horrific size. it requires bad luck. and then' when you reach this place and look around' you see only blackness. and only the possible route to travel: downward and inward' into more blackness.

to my friends [if ur a guy change the he to she]

he hurts you/ i hurt him
he makes you cry/ill make him cry
he said somethin he thought about you/ha ill give him somethin to think about if he can reach far enough into his a** to pull his head out to think it
u jump off a cliff because of him/ ill push him off a cliff to join you
and most important
he says no one will ever have kids with you/ill see to it that even if he wanted to he couldnt either
-chelsea to all my sistas and my bro

for jose

we stand there face to face knowing one of us isnt leaving the forest and as we position our swords ready to kill or be killed.....blackness i dont know where i am or what happend but i must have lost the battle ; i didnt make it out of the forest. and there it was the most beautiful thing ive ever seen it was a solid gold sword with a ruby on the handle, it was something only a god was ment to use...and then i relized what i was put there to do "FOR THE FIGHT!"
-chelsea

poetry by me=]

its raining and i sit there thinking "why" i look down and there on my rist is the presence of pain and suffering and yet no one to heal these wounds..no one to numb the pain...no one to be called my novicane. people call me things .. but they dont understand the pain;the suffering; it must end...tonight.and as i stand on the edge on my way to numbness there you are like an angle ;my angle and u lean over and tell me that by jumping id be taking away somone very important to him..me. its two months later and ive learned something;everyone deservs to love
-chelsea and yes i did really write this =]

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im in my room the little box that is my comfort when i cant take the silence and the screaming in my head. i go to the woods behind my house to get some air and as im walking i think to myself what happend to me. and there is 2 men unmistakably angry that i disturbed them and so not knowing what to do i run as fast as i can the snow covered up something sticking out of the ground and i trip one mitten missing and knees soaked i sit there panting. and as i sit there i feel a cold hand on my shoulder and as i whip my head around to see who it is i see you . im shocked and just sit there looking down at my mess of a body and push the thought of crying of embarrasment out of my head. you lean down and ask me if im ok and i just sit there not knowing what to do and you sit down in the cold freezing snow and sing a song. ive never heard the song before so i listen intently. i ask you after listening to the beautiful tune' what the name of the song is and you say" well i wrote it for you so i figured id name it after you.." i stare at you with shock and ask "why-how-.....when?
' and you stare at me with shock and say nothing you just gaze into my eyes and say " sinse i first layed my eyed on this beautiful girl"

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im walking to class when behind me you stand in your usual clothes;usual hair; usual you .in my heart a burning flame sends my knees buckling underneath me. you lean down to help but i drop my things and run for it. as im running i look for a place to hide. a place to think;to breathe; to put out the fire. im there for an hour or two but i cant find the courage to go back down; im stuck in the forever blackness of aloneness. and there you stand there without me noticing and hug me. and you whisper " why do run when i am ever so lonely without you?" and i turn to you and say..."where have you been my whole life "
and as i turn to run you grab me by the arm and pull me in for a hug and say " looking for you"
-chelsea again all by me =]

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hi my name is chelsea im am punk as u may know lol i read anime my favorite color is black and hot pink . i listen to well punk,rock,metal,and a little techno.im A Texas girl so watch yourself. im blonde with black highlights. o and ROCK ON! LOL

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Chibihuman Report | 05/13/2011 5:30 pm: Hi! smile
punkgirl97x_x Report | 02/28/2011 5:13 pm: stressed
Lele-chama Report | 06/24/2010 2:16 pm: wow chelly, u have some emo stuff on ur profile......nice lyin pic XD that aint u!
xSceneMofox Report | 04/11/2010 10:46 am: I <3 chu Chelly. biggrin
annie403348 Report | 04/05/2010 10:53 am: Soo, wassup?
Hottie_Mottie Report | 04/05/2010 1:37 am: alot sad
Soujiro Hasegawa Report | 04/04/2010 8:47 am: lol i just did smile
winterposh1996 Report | 04/02/2010 7:58 pm: someone stalking me? which is kinda creepy and sooo not funny that u keep bringing it up! xp it aint funny girly
annie403348 Report | 03/31/2010 3:40 pm: Hey Chelsea :]
winterposh1996 Report | 03/30/2010 5:54 pm: huh? where?

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I'm tired of waiting. I can take this pain and suffering of having to hold It in. I see you on Sunday and your late as usual but that's okay because seing your face light up as you enter thhe room is the best gift you will ever give me.you sit down in your usual spot, next to me, and act casual but I see you watching me just like I'm watching you. We go on with class and I can't stop thinking about you the whole time.at the end of class we are walking out silently but I break the cycle. "I won't be here for much longer and I can't leave you without saying it but.......I love you.and it may seem stupid because we are young but it doesn't matter! I don't care and any one who does I don't care about either!" You stand there silently looking into my eyes as u always do and we stand there looking in eachothers eyes for moments that were so intense they felt like an eternity." please.please answer me " I whisper. "Please! A please!" You put ur hand over my mouth to keep me from screaming and tears run down my cheeks leaving my mascara smeared. After I become silent you take your hand away and turn away. "I understand." I whisper and I turn to walk away when your hand grabs my arm."Chelsea. You don't understaand. I'm kicking myself over the fact that I diidnt have the courage to tell you first."

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its 2:30 and im waiting for my best friend to come out of her class to leave and as she walks out jimmy fang trips her form behind i see the whole thing and i am furious. i walk over to him and tap on the laughing jerk who hurt her and wale my fist to his nose. he falls to the ground crying and as i look down upon him i say " u mess with her again and i will personaly see to it u never have kids"
we are walking home when from behind he comes and knocks me onto the ground and i feel a pain undescribable to man kind. as i lay in the hospital crippled the news is on and there you are;' breaking news ******* high students have gone into a fighting spree my name is mentioned and so is his and jimmys what i didnt understand is why your name is on;you come in as they tell your story and we both wach : the video is being played;flashback:you walk up to him after gym and tap him on the shoulder and say " im very upset at you james" and he turns and says " i have nothing with u go away' and u stand in his path and say " oh but i do ; you see youve hurt something very presious to me and now ... imgoing to hurt you" and he stands there staring and laughing as if you had told a hilarious jake and as he laughs you take your fist and shove it to his throught a your foot to his nuts and say" consider this me fufilling the promise she made " and as i turn to look you say in a soft delicate tone as if it were a secret "forever you will be mine" and i stare in shock

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