Shadowdrivenwolf

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"Trade one happiness for another, never both, only one or the other." -[Wolf aka me]



"We have doomed the Wolf not for what it is, but for what we have deliberately and mistakenly perceived it to be.. the mythologized epitome of a savage, ruthless killer.. which is in reality no more than a reflected image of our self." By kovowolf


"The difference between a bad man and a good one, is not his actions but his willingness to do whats good for those he cares about." -[Wolf aka me]


"I guess in a way, the problems I create are just as beautiful pieces of art as the drawings you create with such ease." - nick


"Its a new beginning to an old book, now its time to re write the pages." -[wolf] aka me


"deepened wounds splashed with salt can you smell my blood? do you know who i really am? or only what you perceive me to be" -[Wolf aka me]


"Simplistic beings so fragile and young, skin blush and meek, tender features dance the distance, meting up at the tender peak, i wait for them alone, thirst driving hunger rising which of you shall not last?"-[wolf] aka me


"Death is truth and future for all, to come to terms with it is a life's goal, for it is around every corner and those who don't live will never be truly alive." -[Wolf aka me]


"blood is thicker than water" -[i don't know]


"you paint a beautiful picture, over an ugly wall" -[i herd it from nick]


"Valentines day, a day to show the appreciation and love for that special someone that you should have already shown her every day of the damn year." - [Wolf aka me]

Tinder burning coal turns a heart loves but loses..


broken and unseased destroyed by savages hung on trees happiness is never found but in death it could come around - aka me



"The Blood Spills And The Pain Fades Away.. . Their is nothing to be gained and the rain brings me peace... So Let It Fall, Let It Fall Upon My Broken Face, And Let The Blood Repay My Debts.. In The Light That Will Not Waste Away And In The Darkness That Will Never Fade Or Decay.. ."

"Life, love, and hate. And ocean of pain and misery brought along by complex feelings of blissful things from sweet words and actions.” –Wolf [ AKA me ]


“When alone in the dark, fearful and unprotected, forget everything you once knew to be impossible, even your own actions.” –Wolf [ AKA me ]


"Its those who are blind that never seek an answer, its those who’s eyes are open that see a problem and seek to fix it. " - wolf aka me..


"In times of worlds end you can always take my hand and we can walk through this together. " –Wolf [ AKA me ]



"just when u think people have gone over the edge, they step and hover in the air" - wolf [ AKA me]

Trust in those you love or lose them... i believe ive learned this lesson.


All and all I am a very sensitive person.. . my emotions are very delicate.. . easily thrown off cuz i have my tired moments lol i dont really feel that safe at home so i dont sleep very well at my dads.. so im sorry if i seem all tired. and I also have a bad habit of questioning things that shouldn't be questioned like a loved ones trust.. .
A book long description of me:
I'm a very skittish person
I don't like people much
I am also a very jumpy and can be very energetic,
I don't put up with people talking about me or pushing me around no matter who the ******** they are. I will do something about it.. but i wont fight. fighting isnt my style. Though i do like to play fight i am a kid after all.
Kidding around is fine with me,
I can be lied back and nice and all that but it's only if you have enough guts to talk to the "weirdo" and be nice back.
Ok so I look like a 5 ft.5
blond
[And just because I'm blond doesn’t make me stupid, hot, or 'easy' ]
I have unique eyes, They change colors
They are several colors all at once most of the time.
My name is Wolf or some people call me Kitten. Some even call me Winder. Any of the names are fine you can have your own nick name For me for me I don't really care.
I originally made this profile for my friends
I'm a very complicated person for a lot of reasons.
I don't know why things happens they just do.
Also I have a very confusing mind, my theories and Philosophies are unique and entirely my own, that doesn’t mean I go by all of my own theories and philosophies, it just means that I have them, weather their wrong or not I really don't care.
I tend to seem extremely "creepy" and "weird" to some of you people, every one has their likes and dislikes you know, so you know what? Just get over yourselves, and like to Wright poetry that's depressing to YOU because it "Expresses my feelings" in a way that you don't understand, and look and act "differently," doesn’t mean that I'm not a person and that I don't have feelings.
Other wise I kinda just like to just sit back, and play a few video games, watch a bit of TV, u know
It is extremely hard to annoy me because not many things bother me, but the things that do piss me off are:
sluts,
My family (on my dads side) they kinda scare me sometimes
girls who treat good/nice guys like s**t,
rapists,
crack heads,
Kid beaters
Killers
Blood
people who use others for their own pleasure/popularity rating,
and those annoying a** holes who think they can get away with being in a relationship up until they ******** get laid than just walk away and blame it on fear of commitment, blame it on a failed relationship, pretend to commit suicide so they can move on to the next chick with out problems, or something stupid and childish like that, It's just MESSED UP, It's NOT Freak en right, that’s why humans disgust me, they’re evil, self centered and look at every one else other than themselves as weaker and insignificant, or as a tool and any human who's not, gets killed by one of em' or tends to be turned into one of em' after being screwed over by them too many times, I am also guilty of this but you know what? I already hate myself so STFU.
I do like animals, I think they're their the truly pure creatures of this earth, their the one's who won't ever lie to you, they show you if they don't like you or if you're bothering them, and the best part is that their always their for you no matter what and no matter what you look like. I like all kinds of animals, spiders, wolves, foxes, lions, ligers, and tigers are a few of my favorites, their all so amazing.
movies,
games,
some types of collectibles,
My family is well.. ... Twisted, they don't show their normal personalities, they tend to pretend to be joyful, caring, and happy when they really just want to shoot you in the face.
I'm also currently working on an armor suit, but I only have the sketches so far, now I'm just trying to get the steel for the project.
I'm also currently working on a story of my own, but it's not going so well, I've got only nine typed pages and its about mortals and immortals, werewolves, that kind of thing, it's like an action story with a tad bit of romance and a ******** s**t load of violence even though it doesn’t seem like it in the beginning. It can go in the untitled pile of beginnings to stories. I have like 9 different books started so yea.
I also must say that I love werewolves, they are Amazing creatures,
and I also love thunder storms, theirs just something about them that makes them so unique, I love to just sit back and watch the lightning streak across the sky and hear the thunder rumble as I play in the rain,
I love the dark, as well as:
exploring,
Mad TV,
shows like family guy and stupid shows like spongebob, and other ones like courage the cowardly dog,
ren and stimpy,
futurama,
and a few other ones,
I like drawing,
writing,
and hanging with the few friends I have,
as well as role playing,
music,
and again, a few other things.
I love music; I play several instruments, the guitar, the base, the drums, the trumpet and the keyboard I have about four years experience on all of them.
I've preformed all of 3 or 4 times in front of a large crowd, I didn't like it much, I froze every time… but even though I'm not very good at playing them, at least I have fun doing it right?
my band was Playing With Fire. Dont look at me i didnt name the band lol
Although they both are no longer in existence, and don't look at me I didn’t pick the damn names.
My favorite band is probably Lamb of God..
And I can’t deny it I like rock music too.
So I also love Coheed and Cambria and Seether, and we can't forget System of a Down!!
O yeah, I don't like having my picture taken, or to be filmed or anything like that, but I will make exceptions for some people.
I don't tend to get out much or watch movies frequently, so I'm not up to date on anything current, or even older films for that matter, and yea, theirs not much else I can say that's really interesting about me, so just look at the rest of my retarded profile k?

Hate breeds within my soul,
as the blades of pain slide down
through the sleak and fragile sides of my heart
with several years of intensity
can you hear my cry?
it's broken, fearful
never joyful but painful
always hidden with a simplistic smile
or an encouraging laugh,
as if nothing was wrong.
as if my life was a fairy tale
as if everything was perfect
instead of feeling the terror
and seeing the twisted and cold darkness of my mind,
i look blissful, and enlightened with joy
as if i had just bounded through the thorn less roses of innocence once more
but than again behind their backs
as the trees whisper
and the breeze cools the warm crimson-black liquid that runs down my arm, just as the sun sets
but not mine but another's, or at least i don't think it is my own
he is gasping for air as the silver is re-driven over and over.
it is as if it was all nothing more than as illusion brought upon by imagination.
just like it is in my mind for his face becomes a hand and his hair becomes fingers and nails.
but the voice
it still insults me from afar
still tells me i am unnecessary.
that i am no longer of use.
my mind sturrs up thought's of pure self loathing
and thoughts of death, and pleasurable pain.
And now, the hand becomes a face once more this time a new one
he is ugly and his skin was painted white,
but not with powder.
he stairs into my soul and sears
as he looks as me with great regret as if i where a mistake
a tragic accident like i wasn't meant to be,
as if i was a burden
like i don't belong and as if i never will, and i won't
i give it one last stab and rip open what seems to be his neck at the time
my left arm goes numb and my right sealed to a dagger with a no longer silver blade.
and creatures and faces appear in my mind
i made a mistake,
and i drop to my right
the darkness returns...
and the wind blows and the children play
as if i was never their. . .

and just remember :
ok so yea here's the deal, I'm not cool and I'm not pretty or hot, But if you want to talk to someone who has a personality that's not like anyone elses and who's willing to help you out with any problems you might have, weither you're a stranger or not, or just want to talk, or be a friend, send me a message~

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youraznboi Report | 05/21/2009 10:03 pm
youraznboi
Pssh, I bet.
Like anyone ever likes school... unless you're a dork.
Crap, finals are coming up soon...
And I didn't even crack the books yet.
When are your finals?
youraznboi Report | 05/14/2009 6:20 pm
youraznboi
Eh, school's been such a retard. =.=
I don't know why I get tired more easily now in school than I did before.
But today and tomorrow for me will finally be a break.
youraznboi Report | 05/13/2009 3:19 pm
youraznboi
Yeah, it's pretty sad.
Most of my work has to do with school.
Is it the same with you or is it something else?
youraznboi Report | 05/12/2009 8:27 pm
youraznboi
Er.... come to think of it... nothing really.....
I've totally lost my mind...
I haven't had a decent day to just sign on and just chill.
youraznboi Report | 05/11/2009 10:14 pm
youraznboi
Eh, no problem.

So what keeps you on Gaia?
youraznboi Report | 05/10/2009 10:09 pm
youraznboi
Lol, well good luck then.
At least you aren't the only one having trouble finding work.
youraznboi Report | 05/09/2009 7:56 pm
youraznboi
Lol, how's the search going?
youraznboi Report | 05/08/2009 7:08 pm
youraznboi
I see.
I'm working.
What about you?
youraznboi Report | 05/07/2009 5:23 pm
youraznboi
Interesting or not.
Friends are supposed to be there to listen.
But it's fine.
Whatever floats your boat.
youraznboi Report | 05/06/2009 8:46 pm
youraznboi
I see...
Well, you can talk about it if you'd like....
Unless you just don't want to...

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