Akuma_Totenshi

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Okay, first off, I am Cassie...also known as a member of the so called "Eyeliner Group", lol. I am usually easy to understand, selfish, and clumsy...I hate liars, rumors, and posers... most people judge me because of the people I hang out with. I understand people easily, I lack of common sense, I can cheer up people but have a hard time trying to figure out how to start, I have had tons of experince in relationships, online and off. I can be judgemental, I can defend who I want, I will take the blame, I am not always honest and I can be a hint of rasist if you catch on to my mood. I am aggresive, mature, emotional and curious. I pay attention to the littliest things that tick me off, I can and can't be paitent, and I laugh way too much. When I get hyper I end up acting stupid to impress my friends and people I like. If you see me with my earphones from my ipod in my ears, speak louder, my music is blasting...sometimes you can hear it, lol.
~Love ya, Cassie ♥

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hold on
you're missing something
something special
something practical
you need it
you crave it
and no matter what
...it won't go away
the pain and the pleasure
won't fade
it'll haunt you
and no one will help you
and no one will care
so good luck with this
hopeless drama of yours

***

I lay in my bed
silent and still,
staring at my ceiling
and thinking about you
I want you here, by my side
t hold me through the night
and make me warm inside and out
your hand intertwines with mine,
your breath on my neck
and your eyes locked on mine
I listen to your heartbeat
I rustle next to you and you wake me,
telling me it's okay
and that you're here
I smile and hold you closely,
falling back to sleep
I open my eyes to the ceiling
I'm cold and thoughtless
that's when I know...
I miss you

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you treat it like a joke
and you tell me you care
when you doubted me all along the way
and you tell me that you caused the pain
when i did
i made you like this
i made you become him
i caused all the pain that has shown the clear...
...resistance you show for me
yet after i tell you what your becoming
you don't seem to care
and continue treating this whole situation as a joke
am i not "dear and closest to your (my) heart"?
i don't think so anymore.

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you love me?
no, you hate me
i'm a figment of your imagination
i'm not here,
i'm worth nothing
you'll see me on the corner of the street,
oh look it's that girl
who cares
i'm just there to make people think about
how much life is worth
nothing

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I lay in my bed
silent and still,
staring at my ceiling
and thinking about you
I want you here, by my side
t hold me through the night
and make me warm inside and out
your hand intertwines with mine,
your breath on my neck
and your eyes locked on mine
I listen to your heartbeat
I rustle next to you and you wake me,
telling me it's okay
and that you're here
I smile and hold you closely,
falling back to sleep
I open my eyes to the ceiling
I'm cold and thoughtless
that's when I know...
I miss you

My heart,
and yours,
that's love.
My hand,
in yours,
that's happiness.
My eyes
on you,
that's adoration.
My thoughts,
about you,
that's truely missing someone.
My eyes flooded in tears,
with you to blame,
that's truely being hurt

(≧ω≦)

♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪

I lay in my bed and stare up at the stars and think:
WHERE THE ******** IS MY CEILING?!