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My name is Alex.

I'm currently 16 years of age.

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KINGUY321123 Report | 03/30/2010 2:28 pm
ummm hey?
iloveademon Report | 09/28/2009 2:44 pm
hey buddy, i mish yew D:
_x-RALUS-x_ Report | 08/16/2009 5:37 am
HAHAHAHA XD...im sorry everytime i c yo name i bust out laughing its 2 funny
iloveademon Report | 08/04/2009 10:33 am
what ish it :O
iloveademon Report | 08/04/2009 9:18 am
hey ther :3 how ish yew?
devil avatar Report | 08/03/2009 11:35 am
i just ask.. sorry
i'm dutch
devil avatar Report | 08/03/2009 11:13 am
are u dutch?.....................................
Pearls dream Report | 08/03/2009 10:58 am
>.>
It's fine dear. It's my fault really.
I swear if I do,I might laugh at myself
before I kick the bucket. xD
I feel like me just telling people about it,
it's like give me sympathy. e.e; Oh well.
Pearls dream Report | 08/03/2009 10:48 am
I'm trying my absolute best. But I need support as well,and no one
can provide it at the moment. |:
Pearls dream Report | 08/03/2009 10:11 am
It's not like I'm not the only person that tell myself lies.
Forget it,I'm sorry for bothering you.
 



I've been so tired lately... I feel like the days are just dragging on. I think to myself "What's it going to be like when I die?" Do I think I'm too young to be thinking so deeply on the subject? Not really.. You get this overwhelming sensation when you think about it... What's really going to happen? Will it feel like I'm sleeping? Is there really an afterlife? Or does it just... End.. You can't explain that bit. That's when you feel it... I'm so tired... I barely want to get up.. What's there to get up to..? Disappointment.. Frustration.. Anguish.. Heartache... I can't say I remember having a truly joyous day... Moment.. Something always goes wrong.. Even now... I feel like falling and giving up. I don't know how... Maybe I already did.. I don't live. I'm not living. I'm just here... Same s**t different day... Till that release comes..

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