::BIO::

"I'm perfect, pissed off, beautiful, I'M GOD." -Murderdolls

"We are an elite race of our own; the stoners, junkies, and freaks." -Alice In Chains

I am not as everyone sees.
I am so very different.

I have always been interested in cannibalism. I almost find it humorous. I'd like to look more into it. Maybe that's what really drew my attraction to Anthony Hopkins. I can just imagine him lunging at a cleaning woman's throat and ripping it out as the blood pours down his face.

I'm one of those people that when someone's getting killed in a movie, I'll laugh.
I saw Cloverfield and the girl got bitten and was coughing up blood and crying it and had a nose bleed then they took her somewhere and all you see is a huge splat against the plastic. It was priceless. ******** priceless. I've always been like that. As long as I can remember.

I'll watch something horrific and think it's hilarious. For a while I suppressed that but I don't care anymore. I don't. There's no need to suppress the darker side of myself. I'm much better off with it present always anyhow.

I've always been interested in World War II. Okay well since we read Night in freshman year. Amanda and I had a joke where she would have been Hitler and I would have been Stalin.
I guess I've just always been into the history of suffering really. I've studies serial killers, torture devices, death devices, torture methods, certain wars, the witch burnings... I've always really enjoyed it.

Also I love reading. Books give me much of the knowledge I've acquired along with some of my classes and the internet for my own research. They let me slide out of this world and into another and if it's something like Join My Cult, it's even better.

As far as what I want to do, I want to be a chef. I'm gonig to PImaCounty Community College for my general education and Japanese then transferring to the Art Institute for Culinary.

Oh, I smoke, and I get stoned.

I like people who make me think.
I like people who I can just sit with and watch something and if I get all ******** up they don't get afraid or weirded out.
I like to be comfortable and like to make others uncomfortable.

I like looking at suicide scenes.
I like razors and I like handcuffs. I like straps and chains. I like to be choked and I like to be hit. I like to be scratched and cut.
I like to go down.
I like to be honest but just as much I like to see how much people can believe from me because I truly am portrayed as such an honest person.
And I am for the most part but lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off.
|_How many of you got the Panic!At The Disco reference? Hehehehe_|

I like to take advantage of people in their sleep. I like to watch them sleep. I like to watch them fall asleep.

I enjoy the taste of blood.
I've always wanted to decorate my walls with blood splatters.

I enjoy breaking glass. The shattering sounds so good in my head and it makes me pumped and ready to ******** go. For anything.

I'd like to do something slimy and messy. I'd like to look at a human heart... and poke the funky tubes coming out. I'd like to empty out the intestines and string Christmas lights through them.
I like pretty food.

I enjoy Combichrist. I listen to it every day. Multiple times. It gives me power from within. I like the driving beat. And now I have "Scarred" and "In The Pit" and "Today I Woke To The Rain Of Blood" to amplify that feeling I get, when bumpin that s**t.
|_Juggalo reference hehehe_|

I like rotten.com.
I like cats. They have always been my natural familiars.
I like the Occult.
I like the darkness.
I like Persona.

I dislike many people.
Friends give me some remote hope in the human race but as far as everyone else, they can ******** off.

I dislike people who never shower.
Cleanliness is Godliness.

I can drive, have a license in AZ. Have to be mobile or I will die. Flat out.

I dislike how everyone is fake.
I dislike the media and how it has turned to such trivial, ******** materialistic, unintelligent s**t. Most of the time I don't even want to watch TV. It's pointless.

I dislike the daylight and day time. I am a night-walker by nature. That's probably why I only get about 5-7 hours of sleep a night if that. and as time passes, actually rather quickly it will be conditioned to be even less.

I love food but I hate the process of eating.
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I am many things, this you will see, and I am a hard one to win over.
I AM A WHOLE NEW BREED.