About
My SUICIDE
I always drink alone
I smoke two packs of cigarettes per day
I can't handle more
I thought that i could get over it this way
I just don't care anymore..I have nothing left to lose..and it's not excuse
-I will be here but I'll be motionless..i guarantee you I won't be myself..I have lost the meaning of my life and I will never trust anyone again..never again-
I'm always alone
trying to forget how they betrayed me all
The truth is that noone wants to see me again
and I think that the time to pay for my faults has come
But the drugs don't work anymore..cuz I still feel like the lonliest person in the world and I said:
-'I will be here but I'll be motionless..I guarantee you i won't be myself, I've never been the kind to let my feelings show..but every single thing i do goes to hell..goes to hell-
My only friends now are some empty bottles alcohol
I'm stuck in a world I hate and I don't give a ******** about what they're thinkin' about me all
As the days passing by I understood that the only way not to suffer was to end my life soon
I will not be here anymore and I wonder what you'll think when you find this letter in my home and read:
-I was here but I was motionless..I guarantee you I wasn't myself..I know that noone will cry for my death but I also know that you'll regret it and someday you'll think of me my "friends"-
I'm standing here with my eyes closed
I dodn't want to believe what I'm ready to do and what my mind proposed
I lost my will to believe in myself..I tried so hard but as i said it's already went to hell
I wish you'll have qualms when you read this letter again and again
And I'm drunk enough to say that noone will miss me but this is my end...
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-UNITED WE STAND, DEVIDED WE FALL, GATE 13 EVERYWHERE- heart