From the moment I was 'born' I was told I was special. Not a Nobody like them, but an Unbirth. A special circumstance, something that never happens. I defy all logic, I am the singular exception to that rule. I thought differently at first, for I wanted to be like them, so have some sort of similarity to cling to. But no, I was wrong. I was born from Kairi's heart and Sora's body, but I am neither one of their nobodies. In other words, I have no soul. Sora has Roxas, and Kairi has Xion. That left me somewhere I didn't want to be. I was jealous, I was hurt. That helps explain why everyone found me such an easy target, a puppet as well, a warped girl who would just do what she was told to get by. That is why I broke up Sora's memory, I wanted Kairi to feel like I did. To feel like she had no place to stand. I was falsely happy for a while, Sora was chasing after me instead of her for a change, even putting my image before Riku. Which he had never done before. It started to wear on me though, and I was bid to put his memory back.
It was harder then it should have been.
He had changed so much over that short period of time, his heart pushing away people that were once so close. I tried putting it back the way it was, but it was difficult. Then he woke up. We talked, and I confessed about the terrible things I had done. Oddly he wasn't angry, his personality had dodged my twisting. I asked him what he wanted to do, if he wanted to have his old memory back, and forget about everything he had done within the past few months. Or if he wanted to stay how he was, knowing he forgot, but build even stronger, better memories.
He wanted his old memories back.
I would be lying if I said I was surprised, and also be lying if I said it didn't hurt. Sure everything he did for me was based off a lie, but it was the closest thing I had to a friend. I won't count Repliku, not any more. I cut everything with him when I figured out that I couldn't fix his memories. You could never imagine how badly it felt. To know that someone was happy, then you went in a changed everything, and was now miserable. Though back to Sora, I put everything back in order, but there was another side to his story. And his name was Roxas. DiZ created a world for him to live in while I worked at Sora, trying to put everything back in order. Trying to put everything back how it once was. But at the same time I had to take bits and pieces of Roxas's memories away and link them back to Sora's. This left him confused, doubting things he had known for what seemed like all his 'life'. His friends, his surroundings, himself.
