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"You need to fit in to the system before you can break it"

--Mr. Smith (Teacher at Fort Carson, Colorado)

((Mr. Smith,

Those words have meant so much to me in the past few weeks. When you you wrote that to me on my very last day at that school, I didn't quite understand it fully. I know I can't always act the way I do, but sometimes, I admit, it's the hardest thing to even try and accomplish. Being myself gets me into trouble alot so I try and steer clear of who or what I truely am. I just wonder if I'll ever get better. Unfortunately, I have yet to fit in to this new system of mine and sadly, I think I've already broken it.

My greatest apologies,
Rachel))












People ask me why my name is Loser77, honestly, I dont know. My feelings are dark but yet happy at the same time. I used to have friends(don't ask). I really dont know how else to explain myself. People in RL barely understand me but people on gaia understand me perfectly. I rather enjoy getting to know people more. It helps me understand them not only as a person, but as an individual. Please, feel free to speak with me at any time. I will try my best to keep you happy ^.^

'I need a life' says people when they see me. Oh well, So what if other people are easier to see more than others? It's not like we're invisible, are we? And what about preps? They are no lower than we outcasts are and yet they seem to get the most attention. All that I'm saying is that everyone is made visible. No one has the right to hurt you and you dont have the right to hurt others. Remember that when the time comes where you have to make a choice between right and wrong.

If people actually take the time to understand one another, than maybe the suicide rates will go down. I'm not promising anything, just give it a chance and maybe you'll make a new friend. If you have nothing to say that is nice, then shut up and dont say anything. Its not that hard..

My name is Rachel. I have green eyes and short brown hair.I am 14 years old and love Demon Diary, Higurashi no naku kono ni, Death Note, Bleach, Cowboy Bebop, Bo bo bo, Devil May Cry and blood plus. I draw manga characters and listen to rock, Harsh EMB, aggrotech, industrial. I have the same birthday as Jim carry and Mahammid Ali. My favorite colors are Black and green. My favorite song is Soilbleed by Grendel. If you want to know more, dont hessitate to ask.

See? It's not hard. If you want to talk.. no problem. Below are pics of my friends and family:
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sexy panda love

Report | 05/17/2009 10:22 pm

sexy panda love

open this its scary open this its scary























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Ok i know u hate this crap when people send you stuff like this but trust me i mean trust me this is is freakin scary its sooo crazy and it works but u have too belive in it.. soo good luck lates















































DO NOT SEND THIS BACK TO THE PERSON THAT SENT YOU IT!!! [not a good idea]







































































































































































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thursday october 6, 2005















































































































































here just do it







































































most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I received this letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and within a week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,















































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1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times!































































































































































































































































































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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and say it to your self 6 times!!































































































































































































































































































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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!























































































































































































































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4. Think of something that you want to happen be tween you and that 1special person and say it to your self 12 times!!!
sexy panda love

Report | 04/19/2009 10:27 pm

sexy panda love

grrrrrr i miss u soooo much
MY_SACRED_ROMANCE

Report | 11/06/2008 6:30 pm

MY_SACRED_ROMANCE

ok Im gonna have to get that yahoo IM too so I can talk more with you, thanks for lettin moi know.
Sex_over_me22

Report | 11/03/2008 8:27 pm

Sex_over_me22

oh well thank you ^-^
Sex_over_me22

Report | 11/01/2008 5:07 pm

Sex_over_me22

Thanks for voting for me in the arenas =D

And I like your profile ^-^

It's very nice
MY_SACRED_ROMANCE

Report | 09/27/2008 10:13 am

MY_SACRED_ROMANCE

Yeah sissy, no time no hear. I have a new number now, I hope yours is still the same. Well keep in touch love!
Zapsgirl101

Report | 07/29/2008 10:27 pm

Zapsgirl101

hey sissy long time no hear lol well see you friday
footballstar72

Report | 07/07/2008 6:56 am

footballstar72

Hey, we haven't talked in forever and while I was online I decided to drop by.
Loser77

Report | 06/29/2008 12:12 pm

Loser77

hello.
Cairen

Report | 06/29/2008 12:04 am

Cairen

Ello

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