About
.ayamatta-namida.
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She is childish in a way, yet she can always find time to be mature.
Though it may not show, she can be deep.
She can also be as shallow as a puddle of water.
She randomly laughs and smile for any reason.
She can be the most bubbly person you know or the cold girl who views the world in the most cynical way.
She is the type of girl that will make sure everyone's day is perfect before she can make her own just okay.
She is just a teenage girl who's sick of it all.
She is tired of girls believing stupid and obvious lies and cheating boys.
She can't stand how everybody's just looking for someone to hurt.
And how nobody tells the truth anymore without her trying to pry for it.
Generally she is bored with her steady life.
Though she is grateful for the blessings.
Go ahead and call her Aya-chan or simple Aya.
It doesn't matter to her.
Just know who really she is.
Understand her.
She is like a book with a lock.
And the only key to open her is missing.
You could always turn your back and walk away from her, forget that you ever crossed each others paths.
Or you could always call a locksmith to open her.
She can be an open book to the people who knows her story.
Yet a mystery to those who don't.
Before any of you would wish to spread rumors about her.
Please, get your facts straight.
She loves
GOD.She is dearly in love with strawberries.
She prefers stormy nights than bright hot sunny days.
She generally likes dark shades of colors. And no, that doesn't make her emo.
Her family and friends mean a lot to her. So that automatically means she has their backs.
You'd be crazy to mess around with them.
She hate drama and she love revenge.
Her worst habit is being forgetful.
She is a dreamer.
She dreams a lot of possibilities in her future yet she is too afraid to voice it out.
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The meaning of my name is 'false' & 'tears'.
There is nothing much i can tell about me that i can quite elaborate for you to know me enough.
Presently i am sixteen and attending my fourth year of highschool.
i'd rather dress comfortable or tomboyish rather than complicated dresses.
But if told so in important events then i would, stubbornly.
i prefer to be spontaneous, random, unique & indecisive rather than to follow my day with a schedule.
Everyone knows this is a normal habit, i LOVE to eat a lot.
if i was ever given the chance to choose between the nightsky or the morningsky, i would pick the nightsky within a heartbeat.
There are thousands of facts about me that i would definitely run out of time if i ever type them all down.
Besides, i am too lazy to type.
But please,
Before you presume i am a complicated girl that talks a lot. Get to know me. THEN you can judge me.
Just walk right up to me and smile sincerely, i would surely repay your smile with mine.
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aya's want to do list:
- go to different countries for no reason.
- run through a large flock of birds on the ground.
- go to the moon.
- get the moon, stars & all the strawberries in the world.
- learn to play the piano.
- wants to stand out & be different.
- get a stuff toy shaped like a panda.
- get a REAL panda.
- own a garden filled with black roses.
- to run around falling petals or simply just the rain.
- breath under water.
- fly around the clouds.
- do something crazy but nothing illegal.
[still adding more]
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Aya-chan says:
" I PROCLAIM MYSELF, AS OF NOW, A STRONG BOY HATER."
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