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Well hello there welcome to my profile, Im glad you came..
Name's Nikki Vicious. just call me Nikki or Miss A. ((previously known As:: shadowheartworrior))
I was born 16 years ago on the cold frosty winter morning of February the 1st to a loving and excited mother and father who after hours of fighting over a name decided on Jessica Nicole.[pause] I hate my first name, shortened it to Jess, still hated it, too many people have the name so.. call me Nikki.[play] If you're a judgmental person && like to categorize people please && i mean this in the nicest possible way, get the ******** off my profile and go back to taping labels on cans. I hate labels. ahem anyway.. if you're still here i believe i was still telling you about myself. I'm a rather upbeat person most of the time, i try to be. I'm a lame a** sophomore, like all the rest. Music=my addiction, Art=my true love && the wonderful art of Acting= my religion. Please refrain from ruining my day, it's a mistake and a half. Shan's my bff [best-female-friend] she's the most amazin gal in the world and my wife of 3, going on 4 years. I am currently TAKEN && verii happy to be with him again. Luff you Kyle.[[2-13-10]] My life story is pretty much a tragedy so i wont waste any time talking about it. I'm good at honest opinions && making others smile. If you cant take the truth you may catch yourself calling me a b***h along with a few other rude names. I'm fine with that. I'm really forgiving tho I have a few exceptions && they know exactly who they are [jace..]. Favorite colour = turquoise. I have so many favorite songs not even the largest i-pod could hold them all. At the moment WATCH ME BLEED [by:: scary kids scaring kids] is at the top of the list. Favorite word is paralytic. I'm a redneck American.. don't mix me up with those kids who are in love with their country that aint me. Moving on.. I hav an odd addiction to sweet tea, i dont drink much pop if any nowadays. Buy me pucker and well have a damn good time. Mom says i'll be an alcoholic sumday, but she's a loon so i think i'll be ok. Favorite foods are French fries, ham, pasta of any sort and spumoni ice cream. I have what you would call "imaginary friends" i dont talk to them so i dont refer to them as that. my favorite one is Stitches, he's a purple rain cloud with x's for eyes and a stitched close mouth, his tongue to forever stick out. not going to even try explaining his friends. I like cats more so than dogs. I have two lovely lil kats i like to call Iggy [[male]] && Annabella [[female]]. The ocean is my paradise but sadly i am land-locked and no where near the ocean. I don't really like sweets, they make me sleepy. Pasta makes me insane, extremely hyper, people have even accused me of being high because of it. I'm a good 98% straight edge, what can i say I like to drink on occasion not regularly but why let it go to waste if you have it on hand. I've never been 'drunk' i just get a lil hyper. Been high, i hate the feeling, i'm not interested in drugs so i will never use, please dont bother hassling me with the question. I lost the one person i loved the most, my big brother, my hero, to an over-does, I was 8. He proved himself wrong saying "you can never get to high", well he did and it helped stop his sweet lil heart. [12-16-02] RIP. I hate saying it but i've lost nearly every truly good person i knew to either distance or death. It tares me up inside to think about it so i normally dont but at night my mind wont let me forget. I'm considerably a freak. I talk to earth-bound spirits whether or not you chose to believe me is up to you. I've been able to since i was little. i've had around three out-of-body experiences which meets i've died for a short period in time. I died at birth, my heart stopped. I drown in a 13ft deep pool at age 8, and new years eve of '07 going into '08 I became too dehydrated and my body shut down. I used to be big into cutting, yes i was in fact a cutter. But i have gained control and beat the habit. I have anxiety disorder, look it up if you dont know what it is. I have the physical symptoms It sucks a**. Also I'm lactose-intolerant better know as allergic to milk XP it also sucks. My life goal is to sumday go and visit the palace of Versailles in Versailles, France. Oh and one more thing, I LOVE TO RP. Yes that's right I LOVE IT. I consider myself literate or at least somewhat lit. I do my best to put out a good three paragraphs or so, usually around 4 or 5. So if you're looking for someone who is lit LOVE'S to RP and is committed PM me., and as sure as i am that i could keep going && going && going much like the energizer bunnii I'll stop being so vain now and let you move on with your life.
