About
My Name is Evey,
I enjoy expressing my feelings through the way I dress,
through my Drawings, sculptures, paintings, and my poetry.
I realize I have a narcissistic personality.
I come across as quite vain to some people, I'm sure.
My Goals in life are selfish and self-centered.
I want to become famous and well known for my art, poetry, ,and graphic design abilities which might be quite amateur.
I consider myself an Independent and individual artist.
I got to a University and enjoy my time there very much.
I do have self confidence issues,
sometimes I'm conceded and I believe that I'm better than everyone else.
And other times I feel as though my life's prospects are pointless and I wont get even close to where my goal stands.
I should only be treated as well or even less than how I treat others.
So, If I've ever been a b***h to you or any of your friends I should deserve bad treatment. Preferably I would like you to tell me if I've hurt you and how before you begin to punish me.
------------------------------------I am a Christian.
I follow the beliefs of a Christian and I try my hardest to act as one.
The stereotypical Christian to many is an non-accepting hypocritical a*****e of a person.
A human that judges another before getting to know anyone they judge.
This stereotype is common among those of the religion; however, they attitude is absolutely not part of the actual Christian faith itself.
A Christian is meant to accept all people and attempt to spread the belief,
not to cast a man out of a church because of the way they are dressed,
or if they do drugs, or have purple hair,
if they are gay, or if they are not Christian at all.
I despise this attitude that is quite common with so called "True Christians".
So I urge you not to think of me as the stupid stereotypical Christian a*****e.
------------------------------------The ingenuousness of my mind perceives to me as a closed one.
All of what I ponder is of another’s thoughts.
All philosophy that I have distinguished is not of my mind.
I am nothing more than a duplicate of modern society.
I strain through out my days attempting to be an individual.
Until I apprehend that seeking individuality is insubstantial,
my life will go on as a faint depression in the vastness
of the modern metropolitan world.
Many, including myself, can not comprehend this.
Individuality is a fantasy.
I fancy this belief.
Even realizing this contradicts what I have been stating.
I believe that individuality is false in my perception.
Though by my emotions, I get a notion that being unique is still a reality.
Understanding that the mind Hallucinates can be a painful conception…
------------------------------------I am a blissful sort of child,
content in my own little world away from reality,
but when I do see the reality in this world,
I'm sure my world will either shatter
or I will become stronger than ever in my beliefs and
personally throw myself in the flames
to prove my rights to the public.
------------------------------------The beaming intellect of the foolish man
has been formed as an amusing statement,
but showing the fact that a man of great ingenuity
can have the frame of a senseless being.
Mozart, for one, was known for silliness
and the inability to comprehend the seriousness of actual life.
Einstein had the disability of not being able
to understand basic detail.
Newton replaced all pleasures and natural behavior
of one’s life with his work.
With all of this, I say,
the man's behavior may be childish
but the mind of the man may be extraordinary…
------------------------------------I presume myself as a gratuitous person.
But when others call me 'the Submissive one'
I think of me as the girl with the haughty personality.
I feel more like a hypocrite.
I am the girl just trying to be humble so people can cherish me.
Nothing I do is in pure consideration.
All of what I do is for acceptance and popularity.
All of what I do is to spike my image in the eyes of the public.
All of what I do is to show others that I am a wonderful person.
All of which I am not.
------------------------------------ As I grow elderly
I realize My insignificance
As I am young I think I'll extend to be something great;
Yet I notice all the opportunities that I have encountered
through the past that if I had taken
I would have gotten somewhere predominate.
I understand that at the current moment
I do not do an action in fear of embarrassment,
Yet; while getting antiquated and more mature
I realize that it is not the embarrassments
of the past that bother me
but the actions that I did not carry out
and had no reason to not have done.
------------------------------------My Dream Avatar that depicts me as accurately as possible.
The Dream Avatar I created for my boyfriend, Hasteplayer, that looks as accurately like him as possible.
Any Donations to our dream avatars would be highly appreciated.
biggrin ------------------------------------Dream Avatar's that I made for the heck of it.
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