spazzy_black_sheep

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Last Login: 09/12/2012 10:01 pm

Registered: 12/23/2006

Gender: Female

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Welcome to my profile > biggrin . Leave a comment. Send me a P.M if you wish to get to know me. Other then that I will stay a complete mystery.


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This is for my dad.. who is dieing of a liver desiase because of the comsumtion of alchoal.

Dad... your the world to me. You are my protector.. my knight in shineing armor. You protected me from this mean world. You made living possible. You were my role modle and you still are. I love you more then you will ever know. I am Daddy's little girl, and I alway's will be. I still remember when I was little, holding your hand when we went fishing or went to one of the big boats you worked on. I'll alway's remember the way you pulled at my toes just to make me laugh and smile or you ruffled my hair just to ittitate me. As I grew older we grew apart when I learned what was killing you. Every sip of that posion... every time you became intoxicated you killed youself alittle bit more, and we both knew it. With every drink you took dad it hurt me inside but I learned to lock that pain up. I ahted you for the longest time for killing yourself, drink after drink after drink. Danny and I both watched from the side lines. I remember the first trip to the hospitle. I was 6 then. You puked bloosaved d up.. and almost died because your liver was giving out. They saved you.. but you continued to drink... Today I know it was out of depression, but back then I thought you did it just because, and that you didn't love us. Back then, taking a sip out of that can represented to me how much you hated this family. Today I think diffrently. I know you are upset, depressed. Every minute of your life you know you are going to die because of an illness. I wish I could take back all those hateful emotions because dad... I love you... Today, I'm 16 and I'm growing up fast, and your becomeing an old man, but I can tell your getting worse. You complain constantly about your stomach.. and you need oygen to help you breath at night... dad... I know it wont be long... I know death is going to haunt our home soon. I just wanted to tell you that I love you. I love you more then this universe can explain. I will be next to you when your times comes. I'll comfort you till death takes you. I love you. Poppy is waiting for you... When you die your Dad's arms will be open waiting. <3 I know you'll alway's be with me... even after death. <3 You will always be my knight in shineing armor.

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Alucard the dark one Report | 04/21/2011 10:12 pm
Alucard the dark one
I take chances because if I don't I'm dead, that and life is short enough as it is live it to the fullest
Alucard the dark one Report | 04/21/2011 12:36 pm
Alucard the dark one
you wouldn't like me then, I take chances I should and made alot of mistakes, not all of them were good ones
Alucard the dark one Report | 04/20/2011 9:40 pm
Alucard the dark one
joints are good and so is the chest but not for really big buff guys that are used to that kind of pain
Alucard the dark one Report | 04/20/2011 9:30 pm
Alucard the dark one
I dont, the neck is very strong part of the body unless you hit certain places like the wind pipe. For me sometimes the best answer is the throat, and yes I can kick that high
Alucard the dark one Report | 04/20/2011 9:15 pm
Alucard the dark one
back or side of the neck works wonders to, it can pa-realize or kill
Alucard the dark one Report | 04/17/2011 8:02 am
Alucard the dark one
not if your also smart about it, jump knee in the gut, (or groin if need be) swift round house to the back of their knee that should bring them to the ground and then grab ahold of their throat
Alucard the dark one Report | 04/16/2011 9:01 pm
Alucard the dark one
upper body strenth ins only a quarter of what you need, your legs are what you should use the most
Alucard the dark one Report | 04/12/2011 8:27 pm
Alucard the dark one
its hard and long and depending on who you work for its bad.....ive been fighting and training since I was 6, I'm 18 now and im hired mostly because ppl dont think of me as a bodyguard but as a regular person in the crowed
Alucard the dark one Report | 04/12/2011 8:20 pm
Alucard the dark one
fine....I'll tell you but its alot differnt than that.....I'm a bodyguard, and I've done alot of things I'm not to proud of
Alucard the dark one Report | 04/12/2011 7:53 pm
Alucard the dark one
I don't think you wanna know.....it might make you think differently of me
 
 
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