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[I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go. it's like we're scared to lose what we really don't even have.Some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at all
but the truth is...to have something halfway is harder than not having it at all.

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Mrs The Uzu Report | 03/15/2012 9:29 am
Mrs The Uzu
Happy b-day Zek!
SecretSinner91 Report | 03/15/2012 8:46 am
SecretSinner91
Holy snapples! It's your *insert age*th birthday today!! YAY! -throws confetti everywhere- =D
Aoimini Report | 02/10/2012 9:23 am
Aoimini
emotion_sweatdrop I really shed tears when I read the poem below emotion_sweatdrop
ts really beautiful emotion_kirakira
zekadeya Report | 01/11/2012 12:18 pm
zekadeya
a friend sent me this to let me know she is there for me and that she is normal like every one else what she dosen't know is that i love her just for standing by my side and being there even tho i'm a jerk or mean on my bad days but i'm here for her as well i know that shes not always happy we all have a bad days and we all have good days i'll be here for yo u as you were for me


As she lays her head down at night, She wonders why all the thing's that have made her so strong have faded into the backround. How all the people she helped do not seem to care.
As she lays down at night she wonders why.
As she cries and looks to the sky. Asking god if she can be the person she was.
She had so many things going for her. She asked god if she was meant to be here then can he please show her!
One day Kylah was walking down the street. Thinking of everything that was happeneing. She sat down by the lake as she always did. Looking at the water. And said in a whisper to her self, "If only they knew who I was. Who I truely was." She sighed and stared at the water.
Kylah was not your average teen. She has problems. She would be happy one minute and sad then next. She was diagnosed with many disorders at a young age. She began drinking and using drugs at the age of 11. Kylah would tell everyone she was fine when she wasn't. She was not one to tell her feelings. If there was something wrong she would brush it off as she was fine. And nothing was wrong. When people asked she would lie and say I am ok. When people needed help she was the one who was there to help them. Kylah always wondered why not one of those people were there for her! She didnt understand. She was there for them everytime they needed her.
Kylah sat there staring at the water. And began to wonder, "Why did no one fight for me. To tell them what's wrong. Why do they give up so easily? I do not understand I am there for them I drag it out of them! I make them wanna live! Why didnt anyone do that for me?"
Kylah began to leave the water and headed home thinking of all the things that she wanted to erase. Kylah began to weep. And wonder if anyone would ever realize what she was. And who she was. They all seen Kylah as a un happy person. When Kylah had many happy moments. Kylah wondered if they would ever see that she has problems. And she wishes they would understand and embrase her for them! That she is a person to. She has come a long way from where she was. She only drinks to stop the pain of seeing everyone so down. Kylah has Stage 4 cancer. And she wishes that her life would be okay till she eventually passes. Kylah has realized she has been fighting for everyone elses happiness! And not her own. She is there for everyone else. But in the end who is there for her. Kylah walks into her house sits down on her bed. Listening to music. And she writes down everything that is bothering her. Hoping that one day someone will come along and see that she is trying to live her life, Just trying to be happy. Making others happy. Not focusing on her self as she should.
Mrs The Uzu Report | 12/25/2011 3:07 pm
Mrs The Uzu
Where have u been? Mi chats friged up! I try to be on it as soon as it shows. Or on a site. So whats up? Merry Christmas! =] Love ya!
Aoimini Report | 11/12/2011 12:29 pm
Aoimini
no no t doesnt matter at all emotion_kirakira
i maked the poem myzelf ^^
Aoimini Report | 11/12/2011 12:21 pm
Aoimini
hiii you have my pic on your pro (the pink avi) cat_4laugh emotion_kirakira
zekadeya Report | 11/10/2011 4:01 pm
zekadeya
I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go. it's like we're scared to lose what we really don't even have.Some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at all
but the truth is...to have something halfway is harder than not having it at all.
zekadeya Report | 11/10/2011 3:55 pm
zekadeya
A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle. Girl:Slow down, i'm scared. Guy:No, this is fun. Girl:No it's not, please, it's so scary. Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl:I love you, slow down. Guy:Now give me a big hug *She gave him a big hug* Guy:Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself, It's really bothering me. The next day in the newspaper, a motorcycle crashed into a building due to brake failure. Two people were in the crash, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that the brakes weren't working, but he didn't want the girl to know. Instead, he had her hug him and tell him she loves him one last time. Then he had her put his helmet on so that she would live, even if it meant that he would die. If you would do the same for the person you love???

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